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jenny6391bubbles

jenny6391bubbles

a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
Mar 1, 2021
96
gonna take sn next week on monday since i think thats when it'll arrive. should i schedule posts and videos for everyone that will post after my death? thanks for the help. i love a lot of people but my despair and anxiety is too strong.
 
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everythingblack

everythingblack

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Apr 20, 2022
43
I'm not sure, I'm struggling with that myself. Thinking about the reactions of people who were remotely nice to me is pretty painstaking, but we'll be dead so it won't matter what happens afterwards. If it's something that makes you feel better go for it, but it's your decision.
 
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piger

piger

Every waking moment I spiral further into insanity
Dec 11, 2021
75
I am leaving physical notes in my room, which won't be searched unless I'm known to be dead. Scheduled emails and videos are also a good idea since you can cancel them at any time if fail your attempt. My loved ones or former loved ones are doing and will be better off without me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,717
I feel like it is a personal thing, only you know what you should do, and only you know what is the best for your situation. I think that personally I would write notes, even know I doubt people would ever be able to fully understand, but it may give those left behind some closure. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, anxiety really can be so awful and living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us. I hope you find peace whether you decide to go through with ctb or not, I wish you the best.
 
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