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9137890

9137890

Member
Aug 21, 2019
88
Not of my SI. My own stupidness. I cut my throat, 5 times but the only knive what I got, was so unsharp that I could not cut deep enough. At that time I had no internet access, no books or any other information, I did not know how to make a hangman knot and how to sharp a knive. So it was the only what I had. At least I could overcome SI relatively easy.

The joke is I have now much more knowledge, money, materials, softy methods and even know how to theoretical make cyanide but cannot overcome SI anymore.
 
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Valsalva

Member
Feb 25, 2020
96
Thx. Pls. do NOT try cutting. Never works. Hangmans knot doesnt work either. Just causing freaking pain. Best wishes!
 
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suicideintended

Exhausted
May 6, 2020
9
I agree on the cutting. It's a great self-harm method to release mental pain but it almost never works for ctb and that's from numerous personal experiences. Even if you're doing it the right way and at the right spot and to the right depth , it takes so long and sometimes you clot up
 
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CheeseBursT

New Member
Apr 13, 2023
1
Hi I'm from India a poor country. I have methods to die by suicide yet. I do not have enough money to enact on them. I'm thinkin of dying by nitrogen asphyxiation. I spent all my money on buying the cylinder and it's delivery. Now i'm saving for its refilling and it's transportationm i live in a village so transportation is very costly to the filling centre. I tried partial hanging yesterda but as soon as I get dizzy. I stand up in unciously die to survival instinct. Now I have a question. Is the dizziness coming from obstructin of carotid arteries or jugular vein. if the dizziness is coming from the arteries is it enough to kill me in 30 minutes if I subdue my survival instinct? Can anyone please answer.?
Do not mind my spellings because my hands are still shaking after my attempt
Do not mind my spellings because my hands are still shaking after my attempt
 
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yomander369

Member
Mar 31, 2025
77
Not of my SI. My own stupidness. I cut my throat, 5 times but the only knive what I got, was so unsharp that I could not cut deep enough. At that time I had no internet access, no books or any other information, I did not know how to make a hangman knot and how to sharp a knive. So it was the only what I had. At least I could overcome SI relatively easy.

The joke is I have now much more knowledge, money, materials, softy methods and even know how to theoretical make cyanide but cannot overcome SI anymore.
You can buy surgical scalpels online
 
Bad Ending

Bad Ending

Anhedonia and PSSD sufferer
Mar 16, 2025
82
Think about the painful reasons/events that pushed you to ctb
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
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Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to minimize SI Factors:
 
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