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D2021

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I want to know how to open my bottle. I think it's time I've messed up in so many ways but only God can help me at this point. I also want to know if I can open the bottle to drink just a bit then close it. I want to test it to sleep a bit and then end it. Where is the source for this please?
 
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Riddle

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Mar 25, 2022
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I want to know how to open my bottle. I think it's time I've messed up in so many ways but only God can help me at this point. I also want to know if I can open the bottle to drink just a bit then close it. I want to test it to sleep a bit and then end it. Where is the source for this please?
Once you open it and it is exposed to oxygen it will start deteriorating so you really want to be sure before you do that.

If you do open it and want to test it, take around 2-3 ML, which is like a 1/2 to 2/3 of a teaspoon. This should help you sleep

To test it without opening it you will need a syringe with a small needle like an insulin needle and go in through the middle of the rubber seal. But if it is from D then I wouldn't be too stressed about testing it as it is most likely legit
 
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D2021

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Thank you so much. Great help. Do you think 1 full bottle will do it?
Thank you so much. Great help. Do you think 1 full bottle will do it?
I mean to ctb. I'm 38 and weigh 85kg.
 
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Riddle

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Mar 25, 2022
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Thank you so much. Great help. Do you think 1 full bottle will do it?

I mean to ctb. I'm 38 and weigh 85kg.
You only have the one? From what I have I read on this forum I am pretty sure one will do the job but you should check some of the other threads because I know I've seen it discussed on some threads before.

There are nembutal lethal dose calculators available on the internet where you can plug in your weight and age. I just did it for you and it said 9.23 grams, and I think one bottle (100ml) is 10 grams.

Definitely double check all of this though I am just typing off the cuff.

Also, whats going on man? Are you sure this is the right decision or do you have some doubts at all?
 
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D2021

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No doubts. Just stuff has just got worse. Nothing is changing. Mentally I've destroyed myself. People say it gets better in my case I dont think so.
By the way I've got 2 bottles.
 
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intr0verse

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You only have the one? From what I have I read on this forum I am pretty sure one will do the job but you should check some of the other threads because I know I've seen it discussed on some threads before.
For most people one bottle should be enough. To make the process faster 2 bottles are advised. Make sure you have enough time before being found.
There are nembutal lethal dose calculators available on the internet where you can plug in your weight and age. I just did it for you and it said 9.23 grams,
The only places where i found "lethal dose calculators" are on scammers websites. So, please be careful where you get the info from.
and I think one bottle (100ml) is 10 grams.
One bottle of 100 ml has a concentration of 63mg/ml which means a bottle would hold 6.3g of N
Definitely double check all of this though I am just typing off the cuff.

Also, whats going on man? Are you sure this is the right decision or do you have some doubts at all?
 
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D2021

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By the way the bottle is difficult to open. What's the best way to open it an close.
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
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Once you open it you can't close it.
<iframe src="" width="640" height="360" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe>
<p><a href="">Opening a Bottle of Nembutal</a> from <a href="https://vimeo.com/user73322974">Jim Jones</a> on <a href="https://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p>
 
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Riddle

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Mar 25, 2022
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Once you open it you can't close it.
<iframe src="" width="640" height="360" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe>
<p><a href="">Opening a Bottle of Nembutal</a> from <a href="https://vimeo.com/user73322974">Jim Jones</a> on <a href="https://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p>


That bloop sound heard when takes the rubber stopper off at 2:57 is enough to keep me going for another month

I also like how he stops at 3:00 so he can think of a better way to phrase "when you are ready to kill yourself"

But damn OP, sounds like you are really committed. I hope you reconsider and at least give it a few days if you have not already, if not, I hope you have a peaceful transition. Good luck either way man
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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You only have the one? From what I have I read on this forum I am pretty sure one will do the job but you should check some of the other threads because I know I've seen it discussed on some threads before.

There are nembutal lethal dose calculators available on the internet where you can plug in your weight and age. I just did it for you and it said 9.23 grams, and I think one bottle (100ml) is 10 grams.

Definitely double check all of this though I am just typing off the cuff.

Also, whats going on man? Are you sure this is the right decision or do you have some doubts at all?
Can you send me or PM me the link to the calculator? Thanks :)
 
Riddle

Riddle

Student
Mar 25, 2022
124
Can you send me or PM me the link to the calculator? Thanks :)

On second look, I think @intr0verse was right in his comment above. It looks like most of the "calculators" are run by scam sites trying to sell fake N or straight take your money
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
1,317
On second look, I think @intr0verse was right in his comment above. It looks like most of the "calculators" are run by scam sites trying to sell fake N or straight take your money
Yeah I was gonna say. I already found the minimum lethal dose and that calculation seemed quite a bit more.
 
Foresight

Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
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That bloop sound heard when takes the rubber stopper off at 2:57 is enough to keep me going for another month

I also like how he stops at 3:00 so he can think of a better way to phrase "when you are ready to kill yourself"

But damn OP, sounds like you are really committed. I hope you reconsider and at least give it a few days if you have not already, if not, I hope you have a peaceful transition. Good luck either way man
Seriously. That video was so soothing for a number of reasons.

Well wishes D2021. I hope this thread helped. I'm glad when straightforward questions are answered with respect.
 

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