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Fishyfloon

Fishyfloon

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Supposedly like the thread title. I don't have any access to a large body of water like lakes or the ocean, I don't own a bathtub and I can't stay in a hotel for personal reasons. So I'm using a bucket of water to dip my head instead, but I'm scared that my position won't stay locked in as soon as I lose consciousness. Any advice?? Honestly if this doesn't work I'll go through the exit bag method instead, while still doing that hyperventilating thing so I can pass out earlier on
 
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Forveleth

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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
 
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Fishyfloon

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A note on shallow water blackout. It works by you being able to hold your breath until you pass out, not that you pass out and fall into water.
Yes! I'm just a bit scared since our body moves a lot when dying, so I wanted to make sure I stay still while passing out in a body of water instead of getting out (which allows a chance of surviving), esp since I'm doing it with a bucket and not submerging my entire body into water. Nvm tho I think I've figured it out. I haven't tried it yet but I hope it'll works
 
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SilentVelvet

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Jan 28, 2026
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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
 
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Maybe if you can lie down somewhere elevated and lower your head into the bucket? And preferably lean against a wall for support
Ill try this though I still have to find a spot higher than said bucket. Maybe I should add some weight aswell
 
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whorror

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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
 
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Fishyfloon

Fishyfloon

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Maybe if you tie something by your neck, something heavier, so when you lean below, the weight will make you go deeper
Yes but I'm just wondering what items would I need as a weight and how do I tie it properly. Although I suppose that is not quite difficult to figure out and I will know eventually if I think of it hard enough
 
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Yes but I'm just wondering what items would I need as a weight and how do I tie it properly. Although I suppose that is not quite difficult to figure out and I will know eventually if I think of it hard enough
I'm also forced to think of swb like that in a bucket. But I'm not convinced yet as you said, body can move while dying, that's the same doubt i have. And what if we have convulsions and head comes out suddenly. The whole attempt will lead to brain damage vegetable state . I want full proof stuff this time. I have had enough failed attempts
 
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I'm also forced to think of swb like that in a bucket. But I'm not convinced yet as you said, body can move while dying, that's the same doubt i have. And what if we have convulsions and head comes out suddenly. The whole attempt will lead to brain damage vegetable state . I want full proof stuff this time. I have had enough failed attempts
Unfortunately I can't afford enough time for researching this properly as this will be my last chance. That's why I'm risking it. This may sound impulsive, but I've failed too many attempts as well. And there isn't any other method that I can access. Hopefully for you, whatever you choose goes as well as you desire. May peace be with you.

Right now I'll try tying up some weight above my head while submerging my head into water. Ive heard someone says that spasms caused by convulsions isn't strong enough for your body to go off position (im planning to put restraints on myself too incase this is wrong) and even after your body moves, itll immediately go limp back again and then your head will fall back into the water. Though I would happily have more information about this as my date is drawing near
 
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Unfortunately I can't afford enough time for researching this properly as this will be my last chance. That's why I'm risking it. This may sound impulsive, but I've failed too many attempts as well. And there isn't any other method that I can access. Hopefully for you, whatever you choose goes as well as you desire. May peace be with you
As a fellow mate, I wish to strongly request you, even if you don't have enough time, use everything at your disposal. Check my uncensored ai post, you'll find two ai engines that you can use for help. Failing at swb will be irreversible. And i really want you to attain peace in whatever you choose. So, it's a request, do your research as far as possible.
Personally speaking, every impulsive attempt of mine resulted in failure. I ingested 40 strips of Ativan and I'm still here to tell the tale
God bless you
 
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fluorescentpearl

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As a fellow mate, I wish to strongly request you, even if you don't have enough time, use everything at your disposal. Check my uncensored ai post, you'll find two ai engines that you can use for help. Failing at swb will be irreversible. And i really want you to attain peace in whatever you choose. So, it's a request, do your research as far as possible.
Personally speaking, every impulsive attempt of mine resulted in failure. I ingested 40 strips of Ativan and I'm still here to tell the tale
God bless you
Recommending people to fact check with ai is wrong as it will get it wrong 90% of the time, there is many users on this forum that are Real Conscious Beings that can help, no need to turn to a clanker
 
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Recommending people to fact check with ai is wrong as it will get it wrong 90% of the time, there is many users on this forum that are Real Conscious Beings that can help, no need to turn to a clanker
My bad

You are right..
 
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ZwartHartje

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How do you even lock the bucket in place so that it's can't get tipped over when your body struggles and convulses? I'd think that might be an issue.
 
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How do you even lock the bucket in place so that it's can't get tipped over when your body struggles and convulses? I'd think that might be an issue.
I doubt that can happen since the bucket would be heavy enough when completely filled with water. If that's an issue though, I probably should add some weight to the bucket so that it wouldn't tip over easily.
As a fellow mate, I wish to strongly request you, even if you don't have enough time, use everything at your disposal. Check my uncensored ai post, you'll find two ai engines that you can use for help. Failing at swb will be irreversible. And i really want you to attain peace in whatever you choose. So, it's a request, do your research as far as possible.
Personally speaking, every impulsive attempt of mine resulted in failure. I ingested 40 strips of Ativan and I'm still here to tell the tale
God bless you
I wasn't sure if AI is reliable in the first place, that's why Im here. I really appreciate you trying to help☺
 
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One of my friends here told me about swb:


"One could do it in a tub by standing in one end of the tub, or kneel in it even better, and do the hyperventilation process. Any kind of convulsions really wouldn't matter because once there's water in your lungs it's really hard to get it out. It's a relatively low chance of survival even if you do one or two things wrong. So many diving schools put so much emphasis on never holding your breath too long because of it, it's really lethal."

Just sharing for reference in case this helps.
 
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watergun88

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there are a lot of different ways right..? using water seem.. hard..

there is no smoke charcoal... just get a tent u know..
 
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there are a lot of different ways right..? using water seem.. hard..

there is no smoke charcoal... just get a tent u know..
Guess what, last week my father gave me a surprise visit and confiscated my CO setup
 
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Fishyfloon

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there are a lot of different ways right..? using water seem.. hard..

there is no smoke charcoal... just get a tent u know..
I get why using a method like this can sounds dumb, especially when there's a lot of other ways to ctb that have a higher chance of succeeding. But alas, like I said, I have my own personal reasons not to use them. I can only attempt with commonly available materials in a household. I hope you guys can be more understanding regarding this.
 
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watergun88

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I get why using a method like this can sounds dumb, especially when there's a lot of other ways to ctb that have a higher chance of succeeding. But alas, like I said, I have my own personal reasons not to use them. I can only attempt with commonly available materials in a household. I hope you guys can be more understanding regarding this.
i understand, i was just trying to help u find a easier way, less pain, but yeah. i understand .
 
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I get why using a method like this can sounds dumb, especially when there's a lot of other ways to ctb that have a higher chance of succeeding. But alas, like I said, I have my own personal reasons not to use them. I can only attempt with commonly available materials in a household. I hope you guys can be more understanding regarding this.
I'm in exactly same situation at this moment.. even SWB is on my mind for this exact reason
 
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Fishyfloon

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I'm in exactly same situation at this moment.. even SWB is on my mind for this exact reason
I'm so sorry for you to be stuck in such a difficult place. It's absolutely devastating to not have hands on methods that are just about of reach. I wish you luck mate
 
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ctb_warrior

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I'm so sorry for you to be stuck in such a difficult place. It's absolutely devastating to not have hands on methods that are just about of reach. I wish you luck mate
Thank you dear ✨ Wish you love luck and peace as well ✨🕊️
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

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I doubt that can happen since the bucket would be heavy enough when completely filled with water. If that's an issue though, I probably should add some weight to the bucket so that it wouldn't tip over easily.
Maybe you got a bigger bucket. I was thinking of the standard 10 liter plastic ones for cleaning and laundry and such; 10 liters of water = 10 kg (22 lbs), that's not a lot of weight and could be tipped over pretty easily. I hope everything will work out for you and @ctb_warrior 🕊️
 
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Maybe you got a bigger bucket. I was thinking of the standard 10 liter plastic ones for cleaning and laundry and such; 10 liters of water = 10 kg (22 lbs), that's not a lot of weight and could be tipped over pretty easily. I hope everything will work out for you and @ctb_warrior 🕊️
Thank you dear❤️✨
 

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