Help How do I get myself to jump?

[Fthis]

Ok, so after my SN didn't get through customs, and not being able to figure out bitcoin for N, I decided jumping was my best option. I booked a stay in a 20 story hotel with the money I had saved up for those methods, some rooms even jave a balcony, I hope I'm able to get one of those. But how do I overcome SI and jump? Any known ways of tricking your brain? Also what would be more painful for my family, me taking "instagram flexibility photos" and "accidently falling" or a suicide with a note?

 

[Tackingintothewind]

How do you know you're guaranteed a room that is high up? You could be on a low floor. Have you requested a high room?

 

[daddy Phil :)]

Also what would be more painful for my family, me taking "instagram flexibility photos" and "accidently falling" or a suicide with a note?

Personally, I would go for suicide with a note just because I would want them to know the truth. But I'm not sure if this would be less painfull for them though.

 

[Fthis]

How do you know you're guaranteed a room that is high up? You could be on a low floor. Have you requested a high room?

Yes

 

[saltshaker]

Booze might help, or you'll get happy off it and bail on your plan

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Leave no note Fthis, leave your family members the possibility it was a accident, hopefully less pain for them. As for tricking your brain to overcome SI try and ensure there's a walk up to your chosen jump point and pretend your a soldier doing a training or real parachute jump, your standing there a buzzer sound goes off there's a green light and 5-4-3-2-1 Your off and may you find the peace we're all searching for! Hugs