Venting how do i get attention

[TheAngelBornInHell]

I wanted to overdose on panadol first but I found out that its actually really hard to overdose from it and 90% of the time you will survive and likely be left off with organ failure or permanent liver damage. thats why I wish I could badly hurt myself in a way that is possible to recover from and get the attention of my parents, ive cut myself. ive shown them I have suicidal thoughts and lots of trauma from my groomer. despite all of that they have never given me the only thing I want: therapy.

Im not ready to ctb yet so I want to atleast do this as a chance for myself for real help.

aside that, the idea of fainting might help me a step closer.

 

[accountnamerequired]

If you're not interested in ctb, have you considered services like crisis text line to maybe feel better

 

[TheAngelBornInHell]

If you're not interested in ctb, have you considered services like crisis text line to maybe feel better

i honestly doubt crisis hotlines