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Acopia

Acopia

Specialist
Sep 21, 2020
356
Just curious..
I was in a really dark place (obvs) and googled "pro-suicide site".
I'm lucky and glad I found this place instead!

-Acopia :heart:
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
I was researching about a really specific, non conventional method (I can't remember exactly which one now, I had a list of those at the day) and found a thread saying that was a really bad idea.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
I didn't feel like I was getting enough information from Lostallhope so I started searching for more information on partial hanging and found a thread from this site.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I didn't feel like I was getting enough information from Lostallhope so I started searching for more information on partial hanging and found a thread from this site.
That's pretty much my story as well. I found LAH first and was planning on partial hanging. I wanted more instructions — diagrams, photos, videos even. It took my to that thread, and now I'm on this site almost every day.
 
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watsonsmith

watsonsmith

Member
Aug 31, 2020
98
That's pretty much my story as well. I found LAH first and was planning on partial hanging. I wanted more instructions — diagrams, photos, videos even. It took my to that thread, and now I'm on this site almost every day.

Same for me. I looked through LAH periodically over the last 10 or so, but finding my life in ruin in the last few months and deciding it truly is the time I needed more resources about hanging.
 
Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
109
I was interested in joining a cult to possibly add some meaning to my life and someone had suggested I look on here there might be a post about cults because Google searches were getting me nowhere. Not so interested in joining a cult anymore but there are certainly some interesting characters on this page. Maybe I'll form my own suicide cult or something could be a laugh...
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,029
I was interested in joining a cult to possibly add some meaning to my life and someone had suggested I look on here there might be a post about cults because Google searches were getting me nowhere. Not so interested in joining a cult anymore but there are certainly some interesting characters on this page. Maybe I'll form my own suicide cult or something could be a laugh...
this was basically why i came here. someone on another site made ss out to be a horrible place that would make me want to kill myself
 
Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
109
this was basically why i came here. someone on another site made ss out to be a horrible place that would make me want to kill myself
You can understand to someone who hasn't gone through serious suicidal thoughts or depression why a site like this is horrible... I like it here though
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I came here because i wanted to get help with recovering. hence why i was searching for suicide and not recovery :heh:
 
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Life_is_Dead

Life_is_Dead

Member
Apr 7, 2019
41
The subreddit.
I remember when this website was first made as a backup.

Now it's home again.
 
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Caspers

Caspers

Lost
Jun 23, 2020
426
I was researching methods and stumbled on a mention of this thread
 
Acopia

Acopia

Specialist
Sep 21, 2020
356
I was interested in joining a cult to possibly add some meaning to my life and someone had suggested I look on here there might be a post about cults because Google searches were getting me nowhere. Not so interested in joining a cult anymore but there are certainly some interesting characters on this page. Maybe I'll form my own suicide cult or something could be a laugh...

You wanted to join a cult?
That's piqued my interest, how come?!
-A:halo:
 
Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
found it when I decided to kill myself for the first time of spring of last year.
 
Cant Maintain

Cant Maintain

Garbage Fire
Aug 21, 2020
147
2 people close to me died of suicide from some mysterious fish jerky preserver, so I decided to hang up the rope and do more digging
 

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