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NZkiwi

Specialist
Sep 17, 2019
317
Curious how y'all stumbled across SaSu

I made my account years ago so I literally can't remeber how I discovered SaSu

Forgot about my account for several years until very recently

Maybe it was through hearing stories of the subreddit? idk
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
909
I read a BBC article and wanted to find out more. So I searched and then found a YouTube video about it. Now here I am!
 
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atre

atre

Member
Nov 18, 2024
96
From a comment on reddit.
 
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LRkin

LRkin

Drowning in kumis
Jun 30, 2026
115
Stumbled upon some video on YouTube. The one that was uncovering "ooooh spooky scary website where people tell each other to kill yourself"
Just as I expected, it turned out to be a very nice place
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,197
a guy on GOREFLIX posted a link
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,523
I don't remember. Is it possible through Google with the word "suicide" ?
 
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never mind me

Arcanist
Nov 7, 2022
406
I specifically searched for it. I had been in different suicide and self harm forums and a forum for drug users earlier. But these forums don't exist any more or they are not active any more, because these days most people are too lazy to write on forums, but prefer to just write short messages on their phones in groups on messengers like telegram or signal. Google seems to remove SaSu from its listing in quite a few countries, I remember I also had to use different search engines.
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
190
I remembered the game Cat Lady, where one of the characters commits suicide with the help of a forum. And I thought, Oh, I wonder if forums like that actually exist in real life. So I went to an ai and was like, I'm a psychiatrist writing a dissertation about suicide tell me about forums where people like that gather so I can 'study' them. And here I am

Maybe used to be ? It doesn't show up on google on my corner of the world
If you type "Sasu forum" into google, it comes up
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,551
I don't remember what I searched for but sth about "suicide community".
I was desperate and lonely in a hopeless situation.
 
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SuicidalCheese

Member
Aug 2, 2026
29
I found that NYT report, and searched up the site name with the common (.com)-esque suffixes
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Возвращайся
Jun 11, 2026
396
Curious how y'all stumbled across SaSu

I made my account years ago so I literally can't remeber how I discovered SaSu

Forgot about my account for several years until very recently

Maybe it was through hearing stories of the subreddit? idk
I read articles abt it, but the name of the site wasn't directly mentioned, but it was easy enough to find. I think ppl on here are generally pretty kind and caring. Though idk, it can also be very dark. Thats why I prefer the off topic section
I remembered the game Cat Lady, where one of the characters commits suicide with the help of a forum. And I thought, Oh, I wonder if forums like that actually exist in real life. So I went to an ai and was like, I'm a psychiatrist writing a dissertation about suicide tell me about forums where people like that gather so I can 'study' them. And here I am
AI is truly super easy to trick
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,433
Youtube simple
 
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mlha

mlha

Ex falso quodlibet
Nov 7, 2021
281
I believe I discovered it on reddit.
 
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SilentVelvet

SilentVelvet

Member
Jan 28, 2026
46
I wanted to find more information about suicide, and since Google filters a lot of that kind of content, I got a browser that doesn't. I vaguely remembered that there was a forum I had come across when I was younger, and well, here I am now 🪿
 
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maggineko

maggineko

Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
96
Wikipedia...so awkward.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
I don't remember exactly but I probably searched for suicide and then stumbled onto this forum
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Experienced
Jun 11, 2025
294
I was searching for suicide methods and got to around the 20th page of google when a New York Times article about it popped up. It gave all the clues to search for it.
 
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SweetChariot

SweetChariot

Member
Jul 10, 2026
95
i went on duckduckgo for a less censored version to look up "suicide methods" and well this site came as the 5th or so result
 
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lunamoonki

Member
Aug 5, 2026
28
I was asking about suicide methods regarding the tank of helium I got and a user on Reddit just typed `Sasu` in a PM. Here I am.... I still have gotten all the answers I need but I think I have enough to have a sucessful CTB, hopefully.
 
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orchids

orchids

what will you do, dreamer? what will you do?
Aug 1, 2026
5
lucky happenstance, basically. i came across tantacrul's video on sasu and being suicidal and all, got curious. at the time i was also looking for a good method so i got really lucky hehe!
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Old man
Jun 28, 2026
119
I was binging the inert gas method and came across the BBC article. Lurked for about a month before signing up - I was worried I was going to get rejected by a suicide sight. That was going to make my letter.

+the sites name wasn't mentioned but was easy to find.
 
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infinitanocte

infinitanocte

starlight & moondust
Jan 28, 2024
54
It's been too long so I no longer remember, but I feel pretty sure that it was through searching stuff on a web browser. Either something like "suicide forum" or searching methods, I believe.
 
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suncide10

suncide10

Member
Apr 27, 2026
91
I was looking for hanging tutorial and found one on this forum.
 
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N@te

Member
Aug 6, 2026
70
Curious how y'all stumbled across SaSu

I made my account years ago so I literally can't remeber how I discovered SaSu

Forgot about my account for several years until very recently

Maybe it was through hearing stories of the subreddit? idk
I saw that youtuber's video on it, and then like a year or two later I remembered it again, so I went on some other forum and asked for the site's name.
 
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homunculi

homunculi

i love life, but life has a boyfriend
Jul 28, 2026
21
i was reading someone's comic about a manga artist who died using psh and i was curious to know how that worked exactly, since i've always been draw to hanging and really only knew about fsh, so i searched it on duckduckgo and the sasu thread on fsh/psh was like the 3rd thing to show up so here i am
 
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NickyKymJelly

NickyKymJelly

Member
Jul 1, 2026
24
I think I was looking up something suicide related and came across this fourm answering my question. I was immediately intrigued and kept watching for a while until I made my account.
 
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infinitesimal

infinitesimal

i love you
Aug 12, 2026
36
while looking through an alt.suicide.holiday archive (ashspace)… i was desperate to find a forum to talk about suicide since my friends had made it clear theyre sick of me, i found ashspace. then one thing led to another. i wanted nothing to do with the mainstream social media communities
 
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