How did Robin Williams hang himself with a belt?

[OnMyLast Legs]

Literally a bullet to the brain and it's all over. Ugh why is Australia sooooo strict.

25k+ Americans pull it off every year, but man, I'd have trouble pulling the trigger. The suddenness of it! I know intellectually that I would feel nothing, not even hear the shot. But it would be very hard to hit the off button. Especially with the small % chance of a bad shot. I've seen too many face craters on WPD.

Going to sleep would be easy, but again, no one's giving me the euthanasia drink. It's all fantasy. Right now it's 1. buy a shotgun and blow my head off or 2. toughen up and live.

Somehow I think it's gonna be 2. Though my "living" right now is YouTube and sudoku.

 

[sels]

This is a fucked up thought but as an obese person who weighs almost 200lbs... my thought was "wow, he must've been light"

Having lost a considerable amount of weight in the past two years, it has occurred to me that it will make things easier/less likely to fail for me if I need to hang myself.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Imagine surviving that with a face crater! Idk how people can watch stuff on WPD. I tried and was shaking it felt so wrong.

If you're after a euthanasia drink, wouldn't SN be the closest?

Nothing wrong with YouTube and soduku!

It's pretty bad. I missed an obligation yesterday. I won't even go to the pharmacy and get my meds. I'm supposed to speak in public Sunday. Disaster could be heading my way. I might just miss things and let my phone blow up.

I ordered SN. It's not pleasant like N, but at least it's passive. However, customs or at least FedEx intercepted it. They wanted me to fill out a form with info I didn't have. I just let it go.