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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
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I keep telling myself that im ready but sometimes I wonder if I truly am. Does anyone else get this?
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
556
It's damn hard not the way you imagine having a good CTB partner is damn important and helpful you give each other the courage.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
I keep telling myself that im ready but sometimes I wonder if I truly am. Does anyone else get this?

All the fucking time. My last attempt I was so sure that it was all coming to an end. I don't know why I keep clinging onto this terrible life. Maybe the realization that this is our one and only chance at experiencing life stops you from ctb.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
when you at peace and understanding with death, and when it is and will always be your only option. you will know.
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
63
you don't know it for sure until you ctb
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
It is a feeling, deep down when you know you are truly ready, you have no more doubts and you are certain that suicide is the right thing for you. I think in my case I will eventually reach a point of complete hopelessness and desperation when things get worse for me. Only then will I have the courage to leave. Eventually I will take control and end all the suffering.
 
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