How can I get SN

[calino2212]

I live in France right now.

And I have attempted many times but it always ends in failure.

I've only heard about SN right now but I don't know how to get some and what the dose would be.

If you would please post or pm me some links, that would help me.

Thank you in advance.

 

[TripleA]

You can find here on LetzteAusfarth goodbye thread

 

[calino2212]

You can find here on LetzteAusfarth goodbye thread

is it .de since it's german or .com.

Thank you again for your answer

 

[TripleA]

is it .de since it's german or .com.

Thank you again for your answer

PMed me if you want to talk bro

 

[Soul]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

There are many threads about this here on the forum and the resource I've given just above will get you started. LetzteAusfarth was a member here, not a website.

 

[TripleA]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

 

[Soul]

PMed me if you want to talk bro

S/He's too new to use pm's.

 

[TripleA]

S/He's too new to use pm's.

Oh i see now thank you

 

[calino2212]

S/He's too new to use pm's.

How long do you have to wait to pm?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

There are many threads about this here on the forum and the resource I've given just above will get you started. LetzteAusfarth was a member here, not a website.

Thank you for this, i will look into it

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

Thank you again

 

[TripleA]

How long do you have to wait to pm?

Idk i think you must have minimun 5 post and wait 24hours from register acount

 

[Soul]

Idk i think you must have minimun 5 post and wait 24hours from register acount

Something like that, although it seems to vary.

@calino2212, I'm sorry about whatever's brought you here. If you want to talk, people here are good listeners.

 

[calino2212]

Something like that, although it seems to vary.

@calino2212, I'm sorry about whatever's brought you here. If you want to talk, people here are good listeners.

Ok i have found it on apcpure.

I am still new here and found this website a few weeks ago just before i attempted and failed. I have attempted twice before that in the last 3 years.

I will post more in the coming weeks about my situation and outlook and such.

 

[TripleA]

What was your failed methods can you tell us?

 

[calino2212]

What was your failed methods can you tell us?

Well the first time, i was still 21 and took a lot of different medicine that was legal to get in pharmacy like paracetamol and such and tried to overdose with it by just mixing a lot and doing it in a forest. I did no research and thought it would be that easy. I just threw up and stayed there for 2 nights sick until i came back.

The second time was a few months ago (24) where i tried to get a much bigger quantity of paracetamol and overdose with it (at home this time, when everyone was abroad) and again i threw up with even blood coming out. Stayed in bed for 30 hours.

Then 2 weeks ago, I bought the sharpest razor blades and tried slitting my wrists but i tried on my right arm and it wouldn't go deep enough. I gave up and was seriously thinking about jumping after my belt didn't hold with the door for hanging. The problem with jumping is i live on the fourth floor in the middle of a very busy city and doing it would scar many people around and i don't want to do that + the courage to just jump would take a lot on me. But i nearly did and with all attempts, I had no thought of failing.

So yes these are my failed attempts for now. Personally I don't think and I don't want to last after october. But we'll see in the coming two weeks.

 

[TripleA]

C

Well the first time, i was still 21 and took a lot of different medicine that was legal to get in pharmacy like paracetamol and such and tried to overdose with it by just mixing a lot and doing it in a forest. I did no research and thought it would be that easy. I just threw up and stayed there for 2 nights sick until i came back.

The second time was a few months ago (24) where i tried to get a much bigger quantity of paracetamol and overdose with it (at home this time, when everyone was abroad) and again i threw up with even blood coming out. Stayed in bed for 30 hours.

Then 2 weeks ago, I bought the sharpest razor blades and tried slitting my wrists but i tried on my right arm and it wouldn't go deep enough. I gave up and was seriously thinking about jumping after my belt didn't hold with the door for hanging. The problem with jumping is i live on the fourth floor in the middle of a very busy city and doing it would scar many people around and i don't want to do that + the courage to just jump would take a lot on me. But i nearly did and with all attempts, I had no thought of failing.

So yes these are my failed attempts for now. Personally I don't think and I don't want to last october. But we'll see in the coming two weeks.

Can you tell us how much second time you took paracetamols?

 

[calino2212]

C

Can you tell us how much second time you took paracetamols?

I think I took around 50 to a 100g last time.

 

[TripleA]

I think I took around 50 to a 100g last time.

100 grams or pills?

 

[calino2212]

100 grams or pills?

Yes it was like 50 pills of 1000 mg each

 

[TripleA]

Yes it was like 50 pills of 1000 mg each

And you vomit all with blood?

 

[calino2212]

And you vomit all with blood?

Well i did most of it then i forced vomited the rest and then a bit of blood came out, but that was like a few months ago.

 

[pompey1999]

Ok i have found it on apcpure.

I am still new here and found this website a few weeks ago just before i attempted and failed. I have attempted twice before that in the last 3 years.

I will post more in the coming weeks about my situation and outlook and such.

did you manage to get hold of it?