How are you spending your final weeks and months?

[Hope:-)]

I'm going earliest early September and latest late October.
I don't want to spend my final couple of months in a depressive haze which is what I'm currently doing. People with a similar timeframe- how are you spending your days? What can I do to get me out of this slump? x

 

[chronicallybroken]

Keeping up appearances and maybe going on a solo holiday abroad

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Socializing with people you enjoy if possible

 

[Euthanza]

Spending money like a rich man haha jk, I need to save some money for my partner but I think it should be enough for travelling. One of my dream is to experience Northern Lights, afaik the best part is late August and September at the beginning of Aurora season, you still can see reflection on a lake/river before the water freeze in winter, just being there stargazing with wine and food. Talking like it's a honey moon probably enjoying sunset/sunrise everyday is fine too.

 

[Jane_]

Since I know that I'll ctb before the end of the year, I just try and do everything I used to love, because nothing matters anymore

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Hello fellow sufferer, I am also going in early September. I am just nervously biding my time, mentally racking myself with philosophy and possible theories of reality lol. how about you?

 

[VKVK]

I'm just wasting my time. I too didn't want to spend my final months in a depressive haze but I can't ever seem to get out of it anyway so.
I try everything and it just doesn't work. I think my mind may really be compromised without anything I could do about it to heal. I've been thinking about my memories more... especially those of my early years and mid to early teens, before the finish line had really been crossed. I can't get my life back. Any of it. Study, work, you name it... I'm too dysfunctional, and maybe can't work in this world.

I know I'll be leaving soon but not sure when. Perhaps as early as this week, maybe September. Maybe... I don't know. The way I'm at right now I give myself some days or weeks. I feel it close, and my inability to fix what's wrong, alone. I'm too damaged. Hopefully the SN doesn't hurt much, I did get all the recommended drugs, so..

 

[devian]

september gang♡
ill be keeping up appearances and trying to decide how to deal with the people i love and who love me.
ive got a month or so to save up for cremation/funeral and to listen to music i love.