Discussion How are you guys today?

[astaeste2021]

How are you guys today?

 

[meetapple]

I am feeling a little too well but I am not fooled.

 

[LionsTigersAndBears]

Today was pretty good I saw my therapist and left feeling semi-human for the first time in months

 

[sick.faery]

pretty bleh

 

[Jumping_realms]

Terrible as always.

 

[FuneralCry]

Not very well. Of course as usual, I am tired of existing and all I want is to be free from this life. I am tired of the same thoughts. There is no point to continuing this life. I have been feeling ill this week, I am struggling with eating. All foods make me feel worse. I have just sat in the same room all day. It is so depressing.

 

[Lauralyn]

Bored with sitting around scrolling through my phone looking at the same stuff. Nothing is interesting.

 

[AntHydra]

It's a bit of an empty day, but not a bad one. The underlying creeping feelings of dread were present, but I had a nice conversation with my younger brother, I played a bit of Genshin Impact and ate some rice... one person even told me they were happy to get a message from me. Yes, not a bad day.

 

[ihatemyselfsomuch]

Not good.
Just started uni and I hate it. I feel so out of place and weird. If it doesn't improve in the next week then I'm just going to focus on trying to get my hands on SN. Today they told us to come to them if we're having suicidal thoughts lmao. It's a fucking joke. They don't care at all.

 

[arie]

Feeling like crying today, but can only do that when I'm drunk for some reason

 

[Snake of Eden]

Not as bad as yesterday which is good I guess but that usually means tomorrow will be rougher than today. Lets wait and see

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

I'm okay. My current situation is starting to drive me a bit insane and I think I'm on the verge of doing something drastic (not suicide). I find small joys in looking at the birds and the squirrels in the garden.

 

[ClownMe]

So far, awful. Couldn't get to work because the trains werent running this morning due to industrial action :l

 

[eryu]

It was easier than other recent days but I'm far more tired and I feel like the last of my brains are pouring out of the back my head. I want my ability to describe things with specificity back.
Anxious about seeing someone say you should be using VPN here (after registration). I don't think I can figure that out right now...

 

[Hurt]

Not good. I can' stop thinking in ctb. I want to leave this life.

 

[Ghostgirl]

I had wine now I'm even more depressed

 

[cooldude420]

most of the day, great. lot self care. right now it different

 

[EndlessDolphin]

Been randomly searching for ways to OD on some medication I have…so there's that.

 

[clown_17]

Complete and utterly anhedonic.

 

[Pisceslilith]

Angry and miserable. Angry because I hate that I was forced to be here against my will and forced to live. Miserable because I don't I want to be here, Constantly questioning why I'm even here I don't bring any value by living. It wouldn't matter if I was dead or alive. I'm desperately searching for a job so I can finally end it (so far not much luck).

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm feeling incredibly depressed, anxious, sad, heartbroken and in so much pain. Its only morning in my country, and it feels unimaginable to get through this day.
I know I'm a horrible person, but I don't know how to change, and ain't sure I'm able to be a better person.

 

[Marktheghost]

Suicidal, ill and lonely

 

[Deleted member 8975]

Wanting to die. Wanting any reason to live. Wanting to make my mom happy. Wishing I could give to everyone. Wishing I could help everyone. Wishing I could go back. Wishing I could go forward. Wishing I could stay present. Wishing I could stay focused. Wishing I could be better.

Wishing I was better.

 

[fox_wannabe]

terrible
I want to die

 

[iamthewalrus]

like usual, feel very anxious. i noticed ive been feeling anxious so much lately than i usually before. i just think about things a lot and i cannot stop worrying over stuffs and sometimes over nothing at all, no matter how absurd it is. guess im just prone to worrying. i wish i could make it stop already

 

[B18]

Depresed, anxious, any louder noise makes me jump...i feel the weight of the world on my shoulders...i am alone at home now, since my family left for work, and it makes me feel scared. Im chainsmoking and sun is shining, supposed to make me feel warm, but i feel cold from inside of me...i feel like living dead person frankly

 

[Maaizr]

just waking up, feel like shit as usual but im saving up for a firearm so theres something to look forward to

 

[Ch92921]

Depressed, nervous high tension

 

[burglarlydante]

suicidal in several ways, i had a terrible crisis yesterday and i feel like ctb'n soon

 

[Ghostly]

Terrible I told my friend that I was on the verge of suicide and all they said was "lol can't help right now" :/