Hotel

[Despo41]

I'm in a hotel - I have SN made up. I haven't too any other meds but haven't eaten for over 24 hours.

I have 6 hours before check out - is that enough time? I have been so scared and should have done it hours ago but I need to do this now/ I'm worried about making noises and someone hearing me.
Main question is 6 hours enough?
I cannot be found before I pass.

 

[SoIntoYou]

Have you read this?: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
You need other specific meds, especially since you're going to want to throw up.

 

[Despo41]

Yes I've read it but I can't take other meds unfortunately/ I know some members have succeeded without meds here.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

I've had
Meds unsure how much water for 50g of SN, I've done 50ml ‍......
U sure about this I hAvamt mixed it yet xx

 

[Riley [CTBus]]

I'm sorry society treated you like shit.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

You ok? Xxx
Hey you there still?? Xx

 

[Despo41]

Yes but I need to go but scared

 

[LostAllHope7651]

Don't go stay....please I'm scared too

 

[Riley [CTBus]]

Yes but I need to go but scared

We are here for you until the end. It's OK to change your mind.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

We are here for you until the end. It's OK to change your mind.

 

[Despo41]

I can't afford to fail this - I'm already too sick

 

[LostAllHope7651]

Here

I can't afford to fail this - I'm already too sick

I've private message you I think xx

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

Have you already swallowed it or can we still advise you?
There is never a 100% guarantee, but 6 hours is more than enough. You have enough time
You don't have to worry that it won't work without medication.
SN alone is all that is absolutely necessary.

But you should have at least 3 servings ready because you are likely to vomit.

 

[Riley [CTBus]]

Are you okay?

 

[got2beFionaC]

 

[AlreadyGone]

If you are no longer here, I hope you found peace

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It's been 10 hours. Would love an update if anyone knows more. Hoping the OP is either at peace or is safe and taken care of.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry probably a bit late but I hope you found peace. If your still around don't worry speak to us the SI is a bitch if I was in your circumstances I would have gone to reception with some cash and asked for a late check out and asked not to be disturbed.

RIP

Cheers

Geo

 

[AcornUnderground]

I don't post here at all much anymore but I'm grieving today because the OP was a dear person that I talked to almost everyday for months. She was very physically sick, and very tortured. She broke my heart everyday with her pain. You could say "I'm glad she is at peace and out of pain" - unrelenting physical pain - but it hurt her just as much to leave, and she left so much behind with her loss. She left a very big hole in this world, and she knew that she would. I'm not religious but find myself praying for her and her family. ❤

 

[MsMaudlin]

I don't post here at all much anymore but I'm grieving today because the OP was a dear person that I talked to almost everyday for months. She was very physically sick, and very tortured. She broke my heart everyday with her pain. You could say "I'm glad she is at peace and out of pain" - unrelenting physical pain - but it hurt her just as much to leave, and she left so much behind with her loss. She left a very big hole in this world, and she knew that she would. I'm not religious but find myself praying for her and her family. ❤

I had only just started to talk to her about things, my last message went unopened. I'll be sad if she has gone, but I totally understand her reasons why ❤

 

[Greenberg]

I hope you find peace!

 

[Emily123]

I've had
Meds unsure how much water for 50g of SN, I've done 50ml ‍♀......
U sure about this I hAvamt mixed it yet xx

50 ml is good

I'm in a hotel - I have SN made up. I haven't too any other meds but haven't eaten for over 24 hours.

I have 6 hours before check out - is that enough time? I have been so scared and should have done it hours ago but I need to do this now/ I'm worried about making noises and someone hearing me.
Main question is 6 hours enough?
I cannot be found before I pass.

i world reserved the room for one more day

 

[Meditation guide]

It's so hard not know what happened when we see posts like this. I hope she is ok wherever she is. I could feel her fear. Alone in that hotel, with her poison, knowing her time was up. What a terrible situation. Imagine that feeling, the pressure to do it, the aloneness, knowing you have to, forcing yourself to drink it. It's really hard to feel that .....

 

[AcornUnderground]

I had only just started to talk to her about things, my last message went unopened. I'll be sad if she has gone, but I totally understand her reasons why ❤

Thank you for talking to her!