Hope

[deathisnear]

I hope I don't wake up in the morning.
I hope I get hit by a car.
I hope I get randomly shot.
I hope I get attacked by a bear.
I hope I overdose on meds.
I hope I die.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Sometimes I hope that a violent tornado will steamroll over me while I'm sleeping and kill me instantly, but I doubt it would be any less painful than the hit and run, getting shot, or attacked by a bear, and they never come around here sadly.

It really would be nice to just slip away into nonexistence while we're sleeping, so I know the feeling.

 

[Hollowillow]

I hope I don't wake up in the morning.
I hope I get hit by a car.
I hope I get randomly shot.
I hope I get attacked by a bear.
I hope I overdose on meds.
I hope I die.

I was about to get triggeted & say "how dare you post hope in suicide instead of recovery" then I read your nice poem. I so agree hahaha! Except the car accident because that only gave me brain damage. The guy didn't do his stop. I do not recommend.

I hate when I wake up too

 

[theresonlyonewayout]

Omg I'm so pinching this for the next time a MH 'professional' asks me if I have any hope!!

 

[foreverfalling]

Hope is cope, whether it is hoping for things to get better, or for things to end.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really would be ideal to never wake again and not have to go through the process of planning ctb and thinking about methods. I think that to die is the best thing possible as it solves all problems and removes all suffering. Your feelings are understandable.