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Flying Away

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Nov 20, 2021
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Countdown begins again. Long weekend so shouldnt be found. Once again feel so calm. After three failed attempts this I thought I might be nervous but I'm not. This has to work. Cannot stand another day but as usual have day and time picked out.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I can imagine that it must be a relief to feel calm about everything. I understand that this life is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you relief from suffering and I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
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Countdown begins again. Long weekend so shouldnt be found. Once again feel so calm. After three failed attempts this I thought I might be nervous but I'm not. This has to work. Cannot stand another day but as usual have day and time picked out.
Which method will you try
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Thats a private matter but it will be peaceful.
Which method will you try
I can imagine that it must be a relief to feel calm about everything. I understand that this life is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you relief from suffering and I hope that you find what you are looking for.
Funny enough I feel drained and slightly numb. This time it will work, it has too. I had a small grain of hope but that seems to be gone. Just need to fade away. Dont think I'll be missed. Drs always say about those I'll leave behind but i think they'll be happier without me. There arent many anyway. One change of heart has been like a knife twisting inside of me. Treatment doesnt work, I just nod and agree. Each day feels worse than the last. It has to work this time.
 
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