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Delia

Delia

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May 15, 2018
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I have to add that there are chances of painfulness with swb, for instance i'm unable to pass out on command. Like, I can lose consciousness for 1 second, then i'm already up the second after, so if you're like me, you'll just experience the drowning. And that's 100% not cool.
 
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longingforrelease

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Oct 27, 2018
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I have to add that there are chances of painfulness with swb, for instance i'm unable to pass out on command. Like, I can lose consciousness for 1 second, then i'm already up the second after, so if you're like me, you'll just experience the drowning. And that's 100% not cool.
thanks for sharing that. That really sucks to learn that. I'm still investigating ways to ctb on a scuba dive that would look accidental, but mostly what I'm finding is that under most circumstances it would be pretty traumatic.
 
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Zarah

Zarah

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Nov 9, 2018
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my name is Kayla, I'm a former Israeli solider and current Israeli police officer. I served four years and have horrible PTSD as a result, I was a combat medic. What are the best methods to CTB here?

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Hi Kayla,
We are on hell.

For me, I hate heights, blood, needles, pain.
I have thought of taking night nurse and sedatives, washed down with red wine, on the very cold beach here. I would be so out of it. Hopefully hypothermia would kick in and I would drift off, blissfully.

AM I dreaming?
 
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Zarah

Zarah

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Nov 9, 2018
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my name is Kayla, I'm a former Israeli solider and current Israeli police officer. I served four years and have horrible PTSD as a result, I was a combat medic. What are the best methods to CTB here?

I'm ready to go
Hi Kayla,

Similar experiences.

Private message me.

Z
 

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