I feel terrible. I need to go soon. I can't last. I am dying slowly. It's unbearable. I have nothing to ease the pain. I am in poverty. I can't afford food or water. I am abused by everyone in my life except one person. I can't find anyone who can or will help me. I need an exit plan and I need it to work. I don't know what to do.
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Your situation does sound difficult; it must be hard to have unstable finances and be surrounded by untrustworthy people. I hope you figure out what's best for you soon.
Theres a lot of info on this site. Im sure you can make an exit plan soon if you just keep researching. Good luck on your journey!!
Thank you. I've been trying for a long time. Honestly, I have been researching since I was a young child. I was better at it back then. It's been so difficult for me.
can I ask where are you from? if you have any question about methods and etc I can help you.
Thank you. I am indigenous to the Americas. Where are you from?
I have been thinking about hanging myself. I don't know if there are any better options. I am also very afraid I won't do it right or succeed. Reading about it is so confusing to me.
Death is beautiful
Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 792
N is of preference to me. I have no idea how I would get the money to afford it. I don't understand SN at all. It frightens me, for some reason. I am also afraid the N won't work. I've read stories from people who survived it. I really don't want that to happen. If I could, I would like to combine multiple highly lethal methods. I'm so scared of some freak "miracle" happening and surviving, no matter how hard I try.
Death is beautiful
Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 792
If you are not found within a day after using N, then the chances are very small
Sn takes about 4 hours to kill you
what is rtret
hmmm
i would really like n i just need to figure out how to get the money and source it
someone said they would help me source it but i cant find them anymore
i dont know
even small chances scare me
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,678
I'm sorry you are suffering so much. It sounds like you are in a difficult situation. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
