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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

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Mar 9, 2026
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Can someone help me I'm kinda struggling to find where my carotid artery is to test partial hanging and see if I can pass out before trying anything
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Take your fingers and gently press on the side of your neck to feel for your pulse. Where the pulse is strongest is the location of your artery. You nay need to feel around a bit or press firmly. Also, doing a few minutes of activity may help as that will raise your heart rate.
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
89
Take your fingers and gently press on the side of your neck to feel for your pulse. Where the pulse is strongest is the location of your artery. You nay need to feel around a bit or press firmly. Also, doing a few minutes of activity may help as that will raise your heart rate.
I did kinda feel a slight strong pulse I did press on it with my fingers but nothing really happens I only get scared I tried strangling and also press too hard with my thumb and other 4 fingers but nothing happen
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
396
When you test it with a ligature, put the rope right above the adams apple, maybe put some pad under the rope to protect your neck and let your body drop

If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
 
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thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
89
When you test it with a ligature, put the rope right above the adams apple, maybe put some pad under the rope to protect your neck and let your body drop

If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
I got no rope for now is there a way to test it out like this with something else other than a rope?
If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
man this sound terrifying did you actually feel that way when you did it? do you feel like your ears are gonna blow up or something
 
LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
396
I got no rope for now is there a way to test it out like this with something else other than a rope?

man this sound terrifying did you actually feel that way when you did it? do you feel like your ears are gonna blow up or something
You could maybe use a bedsheet or a scarf to test first


Yes I felt like that, but it felt relaxing, like a sleepy feeling and my body was going numb, I didnt feel pain but I was hearing things that werent there so it was weird
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
89
You could maybe use a bedsheet or a scarf to test first
Ok will do I'm so scared man

Yes I felt like that, but it felt relaxing, like a sleepy feeling and my body was going numb, I didnt feel pain but I was hearing things that werent there so it was weird
that's a good thing to hear it's just that every time I think about I get so scared it's unreal
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
396
Ok will do I'm so scared man


that's a good thing to hear it's just that every time I think about I get so scared it's unreal
It's ok, you could still test it with a rope, just pass the other end above the anchor point and hold it with your hand, that way if you pass out you make sure you don't die yet, it's just harder to put pressure this way tho
 
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