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FindLiseli

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May 3, 2026
14
Hello Users,

need your help. The User Liseli has disappeared since Friday. I am part of her family. It is highly probable that she died. We are searching for her since the last 3 Days. We have no real trace so far. If u have any information about her plans or where she headed even if it's just something like "barn" or "woods", pls text me. We want to see her or her body back, but it's hard to find a trace.


She is and was loved. So are you. Stay Safe.

Thanks for your Cooperation,

U ARE LOVED
U WILL BE MISSED
U CAN CHANGE IT

-A
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Hello Users,

need your help. The User Liseli has disappeared since Friday. I am part of her family. It is highly probable that she died. We are searching for her since the last 3 Days. We have no real trace so far. If u have any information about her plans or where she headed even if it's just something like "barn" or "woods", pls text me. We want to see her or her body back, but it's hard to find a trace.


She is and was loved. So are you. Stay Safe.

Thanks for your Cooperation,

U ARE LOVED
U WILL BE MISSED
U CAN CHANGE IT

-A
I am very sorry for what happened. You can go with the cursor on her username in the linked post of her without clicking on the name. Then you will see the number of her messages. Click on the number and then you will be able to see all messages of her on here.

I know some people will see it critical that I shared this information. But I find it cruel that you have to scroll through the whole forum otherwise.

Sending a lot of love and hugs. I hope this will help you to process this.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
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Hello Users,

need your help. The User Liseli has disappeared since Friday. I am part of her family. It is highly probable that she died. We are searching for her since the last 3 Days. We have no real trace so far. If u have any information about her plans or where she headed even if it's just something like "barn" or "woods", pls text me. We want to see her or her body back, but it's hard to find a trace.


She is and was loved. So are you. Stay Safe.

Thanks for your Cooperation,

U ARE LOVED
U WILL BE MISSED
U CAN CHANGE IT

-A

I send lot of love and hope you'll find her
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
there is a forest nearby she used to visit since her childhood. so she might be there. Thanks for the fast replies. if she talked so someone of u about more detailed facts, pls let me know. lots of love for your help
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,132
SHE BETTER BE OK, SHE'S COOL D:
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
128
there is a forest nearby she used to visit since her childhood. so she might be there. Thanks for the fast replies. if she talked so someone of u about more detailed facts, pls let me know. lots of love for your help
Did she have a favorite spot in the forest that she liked to visit? You should check if she's there and if she isn't, go deeper into the forest from that spot

Edit: if she had multiple favorite spots, check all of them. I think she went somewhere familiar
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
We searched the forests with the highest probabilities. Also police came with dogs, helicopter and helpers. we are searching for almost 3 days now. problem is the forest area is very very very huge. even with 100 people or more it would take days if not week to search everything. so If anyone knows some more details, please head out to me. Police checked the favorite spots already too, but I will check them tomorrow again just to make sure.
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
287
im so sorry, A đź«‚ i cant imagine the stress and sadness. we miss her so wholeheartedly and love her so much. i havent gone a minute of a day without thinking about her and where she could be. i really hope she is okay somewhere and i wish you closure.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
516
Even during her worst days, she is a genuinely funny, smart, and caring woman. Dozens of people are lucky to have met her and we're hoping she's found. For what it's worth, I remember her mentioning wanting to recover a couple of times.
 
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DeadNotSleeping

DeadNotSleeping

Another lamb that chose the slaughter
Oct 7, 2024
152
I don't have much more I can offer in regards to the search sadly. I just wanted to say I'm so sorry and she was such a funny and smart person. When I was more active we talked in chat all the time. She had mentioned recovery a lot. Or at least finishing school. I really hope you can find her.
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
She tried to recover. And fought, but backlashes in Life dragged her back again and again. As i read from her Last posts it also dragged her down, that her new Job/ training was Not nice to her, it seems to be one of the last Drops to overfloat the Cup
 
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Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
52
Please, give us an update if you end up figuring it out :(.
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
Does anyone have a clue which sort of pigpen cipher lis was using? We found some texts but I am having a hard time reading it. It looks like a pigpen cipher tho
Also more dogs are coming to search for her today
 
Tod

Tod

The main thing in life is to know your own mind.
Apr 20, 2024
42
Does anyone have a clue which sort of pigpen cipher lis was using? We found some texts but I am having a hard time reading it. It looks like a pigpen cipher tho
Also more dogs are coming to search for her today
She loved a game in which there is a cipher alphabet.


No Idea if this helps
@FindLiseli
 
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rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
1,039
Does anyone have a clue which sort of pigpen cipher lis was using? We found some texts but I am having a hard time reading it. It looks like a pigpen cipher tho
Also more dogs are coming to search for her today

I don't but have you tried passing it through chatgpt or similar? It might be able to figure out what it is.
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
I figured it out, it's a pigpen cipher but not the standard one. I could figure it out now. Sadly it was "just" bad thoughts but no hint to where she might be.
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

Experienced
Sep 21, 2025
245
I don't but have you tried passing it through chatgpt or similar? It might be able to figure out what it is.
i'm pretty sure, AI is still very unreliable for this kind of stuff..
There is a community on Reddit dedicated to (solving) ciphers though - r/Cipher

Just to be sure, @FindLiseli you deciphered it yourself? (just checking because if you did it via AI it may have hallucinated)
 
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FindLiseli

Member
May 3, 2026
14
What I know so far:
Lis left at around 10:30 to 10:40
We found the bag with the toxin sn about 5-10min from the forest.
The known forest is about 10-15min away. So as she was annoyed by passengers and as she wrote that she was at the forest it seemed to be start of her walk inside the forest. That was around 11
At 11:30 she texted, that she took the sleeping pills an hour ago. and the anti puke stuff 7before. and I think in 40 min she would take the toxin and theTavor.
So u guys were probably right of her being able to walk 1hour max trough the forest.
My Question, after u take Tavor. How fast is it reacting In ur body, would one still walk or is it unlikely?
Cassie might be correct that she took it around 12:10 then.

Highest chance of what u guys told me is that she walked a well known route and went even deeper at some point. Right?
On the other hand she wanted to die somewhere, where her corpse couldnt be found. And she stated it to be "far" away. So it could also be a new route. But is it likely that when u are walking to your death, that u want to try a new unknown place and "search" for a spot?

Am I missing something? Does anyone have more detailed information? Her talking about a forest/ where she used to hang out with friends.
I also found her other Account named Saki. Unfortunately the place where she burned the pictures was not inside the forest, I checked that.

if u want to help me further, also read the articles of Saki and Liseli, I try but its not healthy. to turbo dumb it all into my brain. so im glad if I get hints from u guys.

I also found out that the last line of Lis Poem "Nothing special/or important" matches the description of vercabrew or vercabrow I dont remember the name exactly rn. Not sure what this means or could help BUT it means they Verca and Lis were good friends. So if anyone knew her better than just "basic chatting" REACH OUT TO MEPLS.
 
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Leyna

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
122
Assuming the SN was pure and the right amount she might have been able to walk an additional 10 minutes tops before having to sit down due to the symptoms from the poison. Assuming she walked the entire time, the SN would probably kick in about 30-40 minutes tops until she would have been knocked out and forced to lay down.

Edit: I really doubt she'd take the SN and keep walking, it's really strong and forces most people to lay down/keep still. I'd imagine she'd be very close to where she took the SN itself.
 
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kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
106
My Question, after u take Tavor. How fast is it reacting In ur body, would one still walk or is it unlikely?
The amount she took (2mg) is very little, even if with no tolerance it shouldn't affect her very much. For sure she would be able to walk for hours, so look at the effect that the SN might have had not the Benzo (Tavor)
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
289
Any updates? I hope that you will be able to find Liseli. Life is soooo hard
 
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Lavender Dreams

Member
Nov 5, 2022
73
I'm really sorry that this had happened and hope that you'll find her :(

This may not help much, however I'd definitely check to make sure a significant enough amount of SN is missing from the bag. Typically people mix it with water beforehand. I'd be thinking about stopping at uneven terrain where you could hide or perhaps close to the water, somewhere that feels safe and covered. Shortly after ingesting the SN you can't walk far, it'd take tremendous effort to even take a few steps. Even the act in itself can take a while as the survival instinct, doubts and the mental barrier can be difficult to cross. Therefore chances are it may have taken longer than you'd anticipate.
 
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