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charlieee

charlieee

Chronically online
Jun 3, 2026
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I am planning on ctb on the 30rd of July, but I only have 69€ on my bank account.
I live with my parents so I will book an hotel or go in a forest, the thing is I am scared of people catching me ctb so probably will take the hotel.
I couldn't find any SN, so I will probably do partial hanging. I have to find a good way to do it tho, I feel like SN was more sure in terms of success rate but here we are I guess.
I would like to have some advices, if you know people who did this method please redirect me to their posts for example, if you have any tips feel welcome to share.
Thank you :)
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
Partial is complicated. Only practice (applies to pretty much almost everything) can help to find that sweet spot. If you are sure and possible bruises won't be an issue then there is a bunch of time to try. Type in partial in the search bar and look for these threads.
Many ways of doing it.
Some even used shoelaces to teach how to self strangulate and uploaded it.

I feel like I have around 3 months before CTB. But I can't say unless I am sure
 
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charlieee

charlieee

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Partial is complicated. Only practice (applies to pretty much almost everything) can help to find that sweet spot. If you are sure and possible bruises won't be an issue then there is a bunch of time to try. Type in partial in the search bar and look for these threads.
Many ways of doing it.
Some even used shoelaces to teach how to self strangulate and uploaded it.

I feel like I have around 3 months before CTB. But I can't say unless I am sure
Thank you I will take a look
 
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