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myquest

myquest

Member
Jun 4, 2026
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Hi, I'm new here! I was hoping to be able to talk to get acquainted with people and maybe CTB at some point. I don't really belong anywhere else so I figured it might be nice.
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
244
Hi, I'm new here! I was hoping to be able to talk to get acquainted with people and maybe CTB at some point. But idk, just wanted to say hello lol.

Hello, myquest! Have a hug! :happy:

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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
215
Hello welcome to SaSu. This is a place where you can talk about a lot of things not just sui*ide. Feel free to vent or express your disappointment about life
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,053
HELLO and WELCOME!

SaSu is a site filled with love, caring and kind folks.

I wish for you to have a wonderful Friday and a lovely upcoming weekend.

Walter
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,309
Hi, Welcome to SaSu.

There's a whole lot to explore, from *very* uncensored CTB discussions to forum games, recovery subforums, and a lounge forum called offtopic for chilling out.

(it's also quite nice to see the :D emoticon in a title... haven't seen that for a while)

For searching publicly indexed pages:
site:sanctioned-suicide.net [search term]
can be used (wow I've said that a lot, but since new users don't get the internal search-bar, it's worth repeating imo)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,440
Welcome to SaSu! :heart:
 
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myquest

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Jun 4, 2026
11
I'm glad to meet everyone here! Thank you all for the kind welcoming :)

I guess if anyone wants to know anything about me I'm a CS major two semesters away from graduating, I used to play the piano, box (I had to quit because of brain damage lol), and I have a love for Chess, although I'm not very good at it -w-. Nowadays I like to draw (like my pfp :D). I learnt about this site searching for N after reading a certain book about it. Hearing that there was a community like this made me feel like I could maybe fit in somewhere. I struggle really bad with social anxiety and it's made life really difficult. I'd like to get to know the regulars here and stuff if I get the chance! If y'all wanna introduce and stuff feel free

Also does anyone know roughly when I could change my username? I feel like mine is lame already lol
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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I'm glad to meet everyone here! Thank you all for the kind welcoming :)

I guess if anyone wants to know anything about me I'm a CS major two semesters away from graduating, I used to play the piano, box (I had to quit because of brain damage lol), and I have a love for Chess, although I'm not very good at it -w-. Nowadays I like to draw (like my pfp :D). I learnt about this site searching for N after reading a certain book about it. Hearing that there was a community like this made me feel like I could maybe fit in somewhere. I struggle really bad with social anxiety and it's made life really difficult. I'd like to get to know the regulars here and stuff if I get the chance! If y'all wanna introduce and stuff feel free
Hi, I'm @EmptyBottle , a user who also sometimes plays chess (I also made my own pfp!)

I browsed here years ago (I remember when members talked about N from D) yet finally made an account in April 2025 (with fiction as an entry story, tho I corrected it eventually).
 
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myquest

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Jun 4, 2026
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Hi, I'm @EmptyBottle , a user who also sometimes plays chess (I also made my own pfp!)

I browsed here years ago (I remember when members talked about N from D) yet finally made an account in April 2025 (with fiction as an entry story, tho I corrected it eventually).
Glad to know someone also enjoys chess! I always find visuospatial memory of grand masters to be crazy, like people who see the whole board and every move of the game in their head is something I wish I could do; but I'm mortal lol. Your pfp's very colorful!
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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đź‘‹ hello and welcome to sasu
you can change your username every three months
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,309
Glad to know someone also enjoys chess! I always find visuospatial memory of grand masters to be crazy, like people who see the whole board and every move of the game in their head is something I wish I could do; but I'm mortal lol. Your pfp's very colorful!
Tks, the script I made it with changed colour every pixel the mouse moved (or so), I drew a bunch of times (and refreshed to clear the page), eventually liking this flower design enough to save it and make it my pfp

Feel free to share about ur pfp
 
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myquest

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Jun 4, 2026
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Tks, the script I made it with changed colour every pixel the mouse moved (or so), I drew a bunch of times (and refreshed to clear the page), eventually liking this flower design enough to save it and make it my pfp

Feel free to share about ur pfp
Oh that's neat! My pfp's my own character Grizwald. I created him off of an appreciation I felt for the roaring 20's and ww1 fighter aces. I just like the era and the bootlegging scene. It has a nice aesthetic to it although I'm definitely viewing it through the rose tinted glasses of never having been alive during the time lol.
 
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Spaghetti's Regret

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Jun 3, 2026
1
Hello myquest!! I just joined yesterday after much searching for this site. Im a CS major too! Im only in my 4th semester but im not liking it so far ngl haha
 
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myquest

Member
Jun 4, 2026
11
Hello myquest!! I just joined yesterday after much searching for this site. Im a CS major too! Im only in my 4th semester but im not liking it so far ngl haha
Aw man, what's up with yours?
 
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