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vtechnoviking

vtechnoviking

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Mar 30, 2021
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Hello, i'm 40 years ago and a long time lurker on this website.

I'm hopefully this community is what I have been looking for.

For the last seen years I've been struggling with depression, abusive relationship, and have spent many hours contemplating end my life.

I am hopefully this community will be non-judgemental and provide me with a forum to discuss how I reached this point, and how I can achieve what I have been wanting to do for a very long time.

Hope to get to get to meet everyone in the short time I have left.

Thank you, and always open to a DM.

VT
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Welcome to the depression pit.
 
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vtechnoviking

vtechnoviking

New Member
Mar 30, 2021
4
Welcome to the depression pit.

Thank you kindly. I'm come to turns and accepted my fate. I'm waiting for the weather to improve before I CTB. I would like to pass away in the forests, once life has returned.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
Thank you kindly. I'm come to turns and accepted my fate. I'm waiting for the weather to improve before I CTB. I would like to pass away in the forests, once life has returned.
What kind of method are you going for?
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
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@vtechnoviking, Hi and welcome to SS, Sending you a warm friendly hug to start the day, and my dog Max sends you a friendly woof! :-)
 
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Bigpink

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Oct 12, 2020
706
Welcome to SS. I'm sure you will find as i have this is a warm, loving, safe community.
 
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vtechnoviking

vtechnoviking

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Mar 30, 2021
4
What kind of method are you going for?

There is a forest nearby, its dense, secluded, off limits at night. I plan to drop hang 3m from the railing of a bridge which is 15m high. I'm 6'2 and 190lbs. I will likely not be discovered for a few days due to remoteness. I have updated my will, and left instructions behind to handle my affairs. My life insurance policies have been in place for 13 years. I can only hope my family will not fight over my inheritance. Thank you kindly to everyone who responded so quickly to my introduction. Hugs
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
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I would like to pass away in the forests, once life has returned.

I'd like to do that too. I'm in the US near the Canadian border, and spring can be beautiful here. Your screen name makes me want to guess you're in one of the Nordic countries, but of course I could be wrong.
 
vtechnoviking

vtechnoviking

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Mar 30, 2021
4
Depending on the rope you would decapitate yourself. Pretty brutal

As a symbolism, I will be using 9/32"(6mm) Throwline rope which accompanied me on many remote canoe trips. Whatever happens to my body, it be cremated per my wishes.
I'd like to do that too. I'm in the US near the Canadian border, and spring can be beautiful here. Your screen name makes me want to guess you're in one of the Nordic countries, but of course I could be wrong.

I'm Canadian born of Scottish Ukrainian descent. My life long fascination has been on Norse mythology. :)
Depending on the rope you would decapitate yourself. Pretty brutal

If the rope was shortened to 2m or 1.5 would it make a difference? I want to break my neck. Nobody will be 10km into the park at midnight. Nobody will be there to intervene.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Hello and WELCOME to Sanctioned suicide!! I hope that you find, as I have, that the global family here is wonderful and lots of love, caring, kindness, empathy and support that helps so, so much. Outstanding having you as a new global family member!! Again, WELCOME!! Walter :heart::happy::hug:
 
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Odwin

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Mar 31, 2021
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If the rope was shortened to 2m or 1.5 would it make a difference? I want to break my neck. Nobody will be 10km into the park at midnight. Nobody will be there to intervene.
Not sure. Maybe if you slowly drop you from the bridge so it can't created enough velocity.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

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Mar 20, 2021
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Welcome to the forum :) I also lurked for quite some time before making an account
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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Welcome to the ship!
You've found a great community and we'll help you as much as we can.
I'm 33 and in spite of trying to live again, I can only see life getting worse and I realize that I miss my old gone days very much.

Wish you the best and see you around, pal.
 
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