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t0rmented

t0rmented

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Feb 18, 2022
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hi everyone! I used to be a member here about 2 yrs ago. I thought I was doing better for a while, but now I think I'm at a crossroads. wanted to come back to this really nice community and read about some methods.

my life has been so shitty from the start and I'm convinced my chances for anything to get better are long gone. I'm so tired of working a shitty job and being alone. And for a cherry on top, I was diagnosed with a fatal illness, which I guess I was surprised since I'm only 23 but oh well. At this point, I'm deciding between leaving this world peacefully or in agony. I feel really certain about CTB now.

nice to meet you all btw!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Life is so cruel and unfair, I'm sorry you have to deal with health problems. That sounds really horrible. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
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hi everyone! I used to be a member here about 2 yrs ago. I thought I was doing better for a while, but now I think I'm at a crossroads. wanted to come back to this really nice community and read about some methods.

my life has been so shitty from the start and I'm convinced my chances for anything to get better are long gone. I'm so tired of working a shitty job and being alone. And for a cherry on top, I was diagnosed with a fatal illness, which I guess I was surprised since I'm only 23 but oh well. At this point, I'm deciding between leaving this world peacefully or in agony. I feel really certain about CTB now.

nice to meet you all btw!
Same boat mate.
 
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t0rmented

t0rmented

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Feb 18, 2022
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I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Life is so cruel and unfair, I'm sorry you have to deal with health problems. That sounds really horrible. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
It's a sad truth. thank you though. I wish you the best too.
Same boat mate.
Cheers. I'm sorry you're going through something similar. Whatever you decide, I hope you find some peace. Nice Chika pic btw.
 
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WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

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Dec 15, 2021
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Nice to meet you too. I wish you luck on your journey.
 
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Feb 18, 2022
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This certainly is a very nice community I'm pretty new to this site and I fell in love with it and all you lovely people here despite all the pain we're going through. It's shitty how much news outlets demonize this place
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
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It's a sad truth. thank you though. I wish you the best too.

Cheers. I'm sorry you're going through something similar. Whatever you decide, I hope you find some peace. Nice Chika pic btw.
Oh no need to apologize. Not your fault. Thanks for the well wishes! 😁 We all want peace and freedom from our current situation.
 
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