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noSuffering

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May the Force be with Israel
May 7, 2023
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No, it's not worth living, but tired, sweaty and this is so awesome! Even the dogs passing by looked with envy.

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I used to do that at home as a child. 🄰
 
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May the Force be with Israel
May 7, 2023
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I used to do that at home as a child. 🄰
Did you do this at home o_O? A good way for those who do not have the determination to commit suicide is to persistently throw a ball against the wall and wait until the enraged neighbors come to kill the source of the noise.

I created this post because firstly I wanted to share the joy. Secondly, life is suffering, and it turned out that a tennis ball, loneliness and a vacant lot provide the largest specific capacity of a substance that reduces suffering per amount of money spent. And if someone wants to repeat my feat, I will be glad. (And I've been thinking about a tennis ball for several weeks, but I thought the ball costs a few dollars, I don't have that kind of money, but it turned out that today there were pre-New Year discounts at a sports store and the ball cost me about 1 dollar.
 
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Did you do this at home o_O? A good way for those who do not have the determination to commit suicide is to persistently throw a ball against the wall and wait until the enraged neighbors come to kill the source of the noise.

I created this post because firstly I wanted to share the joy. Secondly, life is suffering, and it turned out that a tennis ball, loneliness and a vacant lot provide the largest specific capacity of a substance that reduces suffering per amount of money spent. And if someone wants to repeat my feat, I will be glad. (And I've been thinking about a tennis ball for several weeks, but I thought the ball costs a few dollars, I don't have that kind of money, but it turned out that today there were pre-New Year discounts at a sports store and the ball cost me about 1 dollar.

Yes- against an inside wall and not very hard- as you can imagine- it likely would have returned and knocked a few teeth out. But- I remember finding it therapeutic. I used to talk to myself at the same time- lol.

Ha ha- that's funny about the neighbours. True- when I progressed to a bat and ball against an outside wall- they weren't thrilled.
 
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May the Force be with Israel
May 7, 2023
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Yes- against an inside wall and not very hard- as you can imagine- it likely would have returned and knocked a few teeth out. But- I remember finding it therapeutic. I used to talk to myself at the same time- lol.

Ha ha- that's funny about the neighbours. True- when I progressed to a bat and ball against an outside wall- they weren't thrilled.
Did you throw a ball against the wall and talk to yourself at the same time? Tell me who you talked to? I mean who was the side character you were arguing with? I mean, when I talk to myself, I always argue with the other party with opposing views. I'm wondering if there is a peaceful, consensual internal dialogue that leads to agreement and silence?
 
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It sounds like you had a better day than I had.
 
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It means the same. Better doesn't necessarily mean good. It can still mean pretty crappy.
 
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It means the same. Better doesn't necessarily mean good. It can still mean pretty crappy.

Agree. But I myself get confused because of this stupid language. It's just that if you try to speak more precisely, with all the reservations, the sentences will be very long. In short, I look like a complete optimist.

Any form of life is evil. Good does not exist, only lesser evil exists.
 
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Did you throw a ball against the wall and talk to yourself at the same time? Tell me who you talked to? I mean who was the side character you were arguing with?
To be honest, I don't entirely remember. I was a child at the time. I know when I 'graduated' to a tennis racket and ball, I would pretend to be an actual tennis player and give myself running commentary. Funny when you consider how terrible I was at it.
 

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