Health services are liars, this place has better support to encourage us to hold on

[Hollowillow]

I called a phone line to speak to a social worker of some psychological violence I endured tonight. I mentionned that I get more support on a suicide forum than from friends. He said that worries him. I said I don't have a rope & to not send cops like I'm a criminal, that I swear I won't tonight. He said ok... Lied. So I'll come here instead. Thanks for the support. Your validation & techniques & warnings makes me want to live more than psychiatry, cops, pills, recruiting me to a religion, and trying to force sex on me to cheer me up. Society is heartless...

 

[Euthanza]

Sorry for your bad experiences, it's a cruel world we're living actually and there's no alternative reality for us.
I bear in mind, not all health workers are liar, eventhough the majority is pro-life busy making money but also many of them are advocating for right to die. Doctors and psychiatrists suicide rates are the highest among other professionals.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a horrible world that we live in and to me it's awful how so much suffering exists. I'm sorry that you went through that with the health services, I think that many people have not found them helpful. I wish you the best.

 

[DisillusionedDragon]

Yes, I think places like these are very important and have helped lot's of people. I'm glad you're among them.
And I agree, this world is heartless. There are a few good souls out there, but they tend to suffer quite badly themselves.

 

[Hollowillow]

Sorry for your bad experiences, it's a cruel world we're living actually and there's no alternative reality for us.
I bear in mind, not all health workers are liar, eventhough the majority is pro-life busy making money but also many of them are advocating for right to die. Doctors and psychiatrists suicide rates are the highest among other professionals.

Thank you for your kind reply ... i met a few who genuinely tried to help, but I was denied to see them again, or they are too limited...

I knew about doctors but psychiatrists kill themselves the most too? Nice. I hope it's the narcissists, but sadly I think it's the kind ones who get too heart broken... So only the heartless sadists end up keeping the job... I wish society didn't destroy us... I wish we could stop hurting each other or doing self mutilations... I wish society idea of health wasn't to inject viruses...

I want out...

It really is such a horrible world that we live in and to me it's awful how so much suffering exists. I'm sorry that you went through that with the health services, I think that many people have not found them helpful. I wish you the best.

Thank you. I wish there was real help. But I'd need a doctor who can do chemistry & construction to know why my throat swell when I'm at home since I cleaned with mixed products... I bet I could hand myself without noticing much difference... My lungs burn like fire... I don't even smoke, smokers are healthier... Fuck natural products.

Yes, I think places like these are very important and have helped lot's of people. I'm glad you're among them.
And I agree, this world is heartless. There are a few good souls out there, but they tend to suffer quite badly themselves.

Thank you for welcoming me. I had my first warning after less than a week...

I wonder if it's because suffering teach empathy or because kind people attract abusers... Probably both...

I understand that abusers are desperate to be happy & can't do it on their own... But I hate them even more for it than if they were diseased rabbid animals. They know how fear, loneliness, not having enough feels like... But they exploit someone dry instead to help each other with compassion.

And the guy on the phone thought it was compassion to send the cops by force & lie about it. If that's what compassion is .. I'd rather die in my poisonned home...

But I have appreciated your help