Have you tried any non-common suicide methods

[DyingToCTB]

Over the past few months, I tried water intoxification, castor oil beans, and taking a buttload of different psychotropic meds. The first two made me throw up a lot and the pills have given me a head rush for months straight. Want to get it right next time, which is why I am here.

 

[TheCrow]

Over the past few months, I tried water intoxification, castor oil beans, and taking a buttload of different psychotropic meds. The first two made me throw up a lot and the pills have given me a head rush for months straight. Want to get it right next time, which is why I am here.

I tried combining suboxone & benzos once bc that allegedly can cause respiratory failure. It just made me dangerously/strangely high—I was putting oranges skewered by q-tips in the oven on a broiler pan. Don't recommend.

 

[anonymous23x]

I was going to try over 1k crushed apply seeds as a smoothie and then use that as motivation to drop hang myself...

Took me a long time to prepare the brew, i emptied out the brew in a forest somewhere once i thought that things were looking up in my life again. This was just before the STRONG arm of the law came over as my friend made a call thinking that i was about to ctb, then i was accused of a whole bunch of shit which has now ruined me.

If anyone is holding onto a pole with no platform beneath their feet, they will eventually have to let go, it isn't really a choice is it? Ctb is about to become the very same thing for me, where letting go isn't a choice anymore. I'm sure i'll find a non-common method again to combine with a common method just so I have a better chance of succeeding.

 

[anonymous23x]

Over the past few months, I tried water intoxification, castor oil beans, and taking a buttload of different psychotropic meds. The first two made me throw up a lot and the pills have given me a head rush for months straight. Want to get it right next time, which is why I am here.

Please be careful with those beans... not in terms of ctb... but you could be arrested and accused of doing something else and face a LENGTHY prison sentence!

A similar thing happened to me, and the court bullshit lasted for over half a year, so please be careful with what you order... Especially those beans, as there was a news article on someone being imprisoned for 25 years for making something with those beans and apparently not just planning to ctb... Obviously many of us here only care about ctb and wouldn't think of hurting others... but keep in mind that in court they twist things and lie just to be able to get a conviction. Then your life won't be in your own hands anymore.

Edit: Also be aware that even talking about those beans could potentially have you put on a watch list... Then assume that everything on the topic of ctb could be twisted in a sick way by some evil prosecutor to a story where you was plotting something else... Please be careful.

 

[21Neberg]

I haven't tried to CTB yet, however I have been 'experimenting' (as I like to call it) with partial hanging. By that I mean, I am comfortable with the belt around my neck and I have put pressure on it to test the method. I just haven't had the time to actually attempt yet. I'm hoping that will be soon though.

 

[anonymous23x]

I haven't tried to CTB yet, however I have been 'experimenting' (as I like to call it) with partial hanging. By that I mean, I am comfortable with the belt around my neck and I have put pressure on it to test the method. I just haven't had the time to actually attempt yet. I'm hoping that will be soon though.

But you're experimenting with a method that could potentially result in ctb before you're ready?

Edit: Sorry, I just realised that you mentioned not putting pressure on it, I haven't slept in days so my mistake

 

[21Neberg]

But you're experimenting with a method that could potentially result in ctb before you're ready?

I haven't attempted, I just have made sure that my method is ready to go when I have time.

 

[DyingToCTB]

Please be careful with those beans... not in terms of ctb... but you could be arrested and accused of doing something else and face a LENGTHY prison sentence!

A similar thing happened to me, and the court bullshit lasted for over half a year, so please be careful with what you order... Especially those beans, as there was a news article on someone being imprisoned for 25 years for making something with those beans and apparently not just planning to ctb... Obviously many of us here only care about ctb and wouldn't think of hurting others... but keep in mind that in court they twist things and lie just to be able to get a conviction. Then your life won't be in your own hands anymore.

Edit: Also be aware that even talking about those beans could potentially have you put on a watch list... Then assume that everything on the topic of ctb could be twisted in a sick way by some evil prosecutor to a story where you was plotting something else... Please be careful.

I never thought of it, but you're right that castor oil beans are used for ricin, which is highly illegal. I bought 25 of them and ate them. Made me violently ill. No further plans. Sorry to hear about the trouble you got into just for planning to CTB.

 

[anonymous23x]

I never thought of it, but you're right that castor oil beans are used for r****, which is highly illegal. I bought 25 of them and ate them. Made me violently ill. No further plans. Sorry to hear about the trouble you got into just for planning to CTB.

I was purposely trying to avoid mentioning that word beginning with "r" :/

The stuff i was accused of wasn't even for ctb, it was something that i can't say because it could trace back to me.. But even the prosecutor agreed that it was bullshit, but the record of the initial accusation will always remain somewhere which has ruined me

Just be aware that some non-common methods can be twisted in a very sick way, and it is really common for the police to twist things like that, especially if they get a hint of any mental health issues. The police even tried to section me and failed to do so... Some police officers are sick bastards and things like this aren't rare

 

[DyingToCTB]

I was purposely trying to avoid mentioning that word beginning with "r" :/

The stuff i was accused of wasn't even for ctb, it was something that i can't say because it could trace back to me.. But even the prosecutor agreed that it was bullshit, but the record of the initial accusation will always remain somewhere which has ruined me

Just be aware that some non-common methods can be twisted in a very sick way, and it is really common for the police to twist things like that, especially if they get a hint of any mental health issues. The police even tried to section me and failed to do so... Some police officers are sick bastards and things like this aren't rare

Im sorry, man. That's awful. I once tried to buy a gun for CTB, then the hospital social worker re-told it as if I was buying the gun to shoot up a bunch of innocents. I was pissed to say the least.

 

[anonymous23x]

Im sorry, man. That's awful. I once tried to buy a gun for CTB, then the hospital social worker re-told it as if I was buying the gun to shoot up a bunch of innocents. I was pissed to say the least.

This is exactly what i mean...

But say now by some miracle we get on a path to recovery... any accusations made against us will be used against us. A verdict only determines if an individual is convicted, but if an individual is not convicted, they are still guilty because something caused them to be accused of that. No one stops to think that the accuser was some sick bastard looking for a promotion...

 

[DyingToCTB]

This is exactly what i mean...

But say now by some miracle we get on a path to recovery... any accusations made against us will be used against us. A verdict only determines if an individual is convicted, but if an individual is not convicted, they are still guilty because something caused them to be accused of that. No one stops to think that the accuser was some sick bastard looking for a promotion...

Good point. I am sorry you've had to have your good name besmirched.

 

[19andready]

When I was really young, like 11 or 12, I attempted suicide by exposure. There was probably around 2 feet of snow outside, and it was a school day. I pretended that I was going to the bus stop as usual and my mother had no suspicions whatsoever. I instead snuck into our backyard , took off my outer layer of clothing, and immersed myself in the snow. I sat there for 2 hours or so crying and hoping for death to arrive. The cold was unbearable at first, but after a while I didnt feel anything. Eventually I got too scared and ran back into the house. I immediately started a hot bath to bring my temperature back to normal, and my god, that was one of the worst pains i've ever felt in my life . Especially my private parts and lower extremities, which had begun to lose their color. I ended up getting a call from my frantic mother asking me why I wasn't at school. I lied and said I missed the bus lol. She came home and I actually finished the rest of the school day after my whole ctb attempt.

In summation, I do not reccomend ctb via exposure. Unless you're passed out high or something.

 

[Jupiter]

Ricinus or castor oil plant, as you call it, is easily available throughout Europe. You can buy it at your local garden center. I would be surprised if you get arrested for owning some seeds. If I remember correctly, @Aesthler once made a megathread about poisonous plants. Personally I would advise everyone to stay away from that method. The agony can last for two or three days before ctb.

 

[StreamingMySuicide]

I tried to hold my breath to death.. I know I can't successfully hold it after passing out, not that I got that far, but it's not really even a suicide method.. but it was a challenge I wanted to see if I could complete!

 

[TheCrow]

When I was really young, like 11 or 12, I attempted suicide by exposure. There was probably around 2 feet of snow outside, and it was a school day. I pretended that I was going to the bus stop as usual and my mother had no suspicions whatsoever. I instead snuck into our backyard , took off my outer layer of clothing, and immersed myself in the snow. I sat there for 2 hours or so crying and hoping for death to arrive. The cold was unbearable at first, but after a while I didnt feel anything. Eventually I got too scared and ran back into the house. I immediately started a hot bath to bring my temperature back to normal, and my god, that was one of the worst pains i've ever felt in my life . Especially my private parts and lower extremities, which had begun to lose their color. I ended up getting a call from my frantic mother asking me why I wasn't at school. I lied and said I missed the bus lol. She came home and I actually finished the rest of the school day after my whole ctb attempt.

In summation, I do not reccomend ctb via exposure. Unless you're passed out high or something.

So sad imagining a child doing that. :(

 

[anonymous23x]

@Jupiter

I had the exact same thought process until i was arrested and prosecuted for a household appliance that is in every modern household, much like the kettle/toaster.

The only difference was, it was opened up (unscrewed), I have a degree and i was working on a personal project relevant to that degree... it was confirmed to not be a big B word by a specialist (the retarded coppers closed off the area!), and then I was accused of apparently purposely making it look like the big B word... I was found not guilty, but that means nothing... the initial accusation that the coppers made will always remain somewhere.

When it comes to those specific beans, they're seen as a Bio-wep... and it was confirmed that the word beginning with "r" is actually one of the words that is monitored (that's why i haven't quoted your post). So someone planning to ctb with those beans can be arrested and the story can be twisted to something it's not, so easily... Regardless of how readily available those beans are...

I sound retarded by saying "B word", but i'm being vague so my posts don't trace back to me... its a long story...

 

[J.E. Morrow]

Over the past few months, I tried water intoxification, castor oil beans, and taking a buttload of different psychotropic meds. The first two made me throw up a lot and the pills have given me a head rush for months straight. Want to get it right next time, which is why I am here.

I once did some research about water intoxication, I think it's necessary to drink 10+ liters and it causes severe headache.

Why do you think it didn't work for you?

 

[DyingToCTB]

I once did some research about water intoxication, I think it's necessary to drink 10+ liters and it causes severe headache.

Why do you think it didn't work for you?

I threw up like crazy after chugging so much water. Maybe overdid the chugging at first. I thought to try again when I was in a Psych Ward last month, laughing at the irony of CTB while on psych watch. However, I was getting sick again, so I stopped.

 

[Jupiter]

@Jupiter

I had the exact same thought process until i was arrested and prosecuted for a household appliance that is in every modern household, much like the kettle/toaster.

The only difference was, it was opened up (unscrewed), I have a degree and i was working on a personal project relevant to that degree... it was confirmed to not be a big B word by a specialist (the retarded coppers closed off the area!), and then I was accused of apparently purposely making it look like the big B word... I was found not guilty, but that means nothing... the initial accusation that the coppers made will always remain somewhere.

When it comes to those specific beans, they're seen as a Bio-wep... and it was confirmed that the word beginning with "r" is actually one of the words that is monitored (that's why i haven't quoted your post). So someone planning to ctb with those beans can be arrested and the story can be twisted to something it's not, so easily... Regardless of how readily available those beans are...

I sound retarded by saying "B word", but i'm being vague so my posts don't trace back to me... its a long story...

Thank you for your post. Quite surprising.

 

[Sixfeetunder]

Potassium chloride injection, but I couldn't get the needle in my vein.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

I tried taking a bunch of seroquel because I was a moron that didn't look up the effectiveness of it

I was out of my mind for a few days

 

[Armadillo]

Since I used to practice archery and had the bow and other equipment at home, I tried to CTB with those when I was 18.

The arrow ended up right under the sternum (I was aiming for the chest), no damage to organs... I still have the scar.

 

[Aesthler]

Ricinus or castor oil plant, as you call it, is easily available throughout Europe. You can buy it at your local garden center. I would be surprised if you get arrested for owning some seeds. If I remember correctly, @Aesthler once made a megathread about poisonous plants. Personally I would advise everyone to stay away from that method. The agony can last for two or three days before ctb.

I enjoyed some of the in-depth research about it when I made it but I've since abandoned it and also advised against it later on.

 

[TheCrow]

I tried taking a bunch of seroquel because I was a moron that didn't look up the effectiveness of it

I was out of my mind for a few days

Holy shit! That stuff is no joke. Did it make you delirious, or knocked out for days? That stuff gives me like, sleep paralysis.

 

[TheCrow]

Since I used to practice archery and had the bow and other equipment at home, I tried to CTB with those when I was 18.

The arrow ended up right under the sternum (I was aiming for the chest), no damage to organs... I still have the scar.

Omg, the things we do to end this pain and cross over. God, it makes me sad to think of a teenager trying to use a bow and arrow on himself. Jesus. I am so sorry that you were in that much pain that you would even try that.

 

[Armadillo]

Omg, the things we do to end this pain and cross over. God, it makes me sad to think of a teenager trying to use a bow and arrow on himself. Jesus. I am so sorry that you were in that much pain that you would even try that.

Thanks for the kind words.
Funny thing is that in hospital they didn't even give me decent painkillers, only shitty NSAIDs, because I had abused opioids in the past.
Fucking assholes.

 

[TheCrow]

Thanks for the kind words.
Funny thing is that in hospital they didn't even give me decent painkillers, only shitty NSAIDs, because I had abused opioids in the past.
Fucking assholes.

Ugh. Such bullshit. I have the deal with the same thing. Isn't not like you don't remember what opioids feel like; if you're going to relapse, you're going to relapse (or use again, or whatever). Just kill the pain & be humane!

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Not an attempt, but I have been experimenting a prototype method of Bearshaek. I plan on working on it during springtime.