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Have you ever looked at suicide as your final test?
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I think everything about this world is just a kind of illusion meant to make passing this test harder. I've become attached to this world and some of the people in it because I feel like it matters, but maybe it doesn't and it's just part of the test.
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I do believe that for me personally, suicide is the only thing that makes sense for me, I want to escape all meaningless suffering and I am not meant for this world. I do not really see suicide as being a test, for me it is just my personal choice. I believe that many people get attached to this world as we are all programmed to survive and this existence is all we know after all. I am only still here as it is so difficult to exit this world.
A successful suicide is the most difficult thing to do, so of course, suicide is the final test. If I have failed otherwise in life, I am not going to fail in suicide. A successful suicide requires a method that works, planning, preparations well in advance or good luck, find the courage to die and to overcome the survival instinct.
I think everything about this world is just a kind of illusion meant to make passing this test harder. I've become attached to this world and some of the people in it because I feel like it matters, but maybe it doesn't and it's just part of the test.
Yes. I think about this a lot. I feel like it's almost a sick fantasy of mine. Like this whole world is truly just a simulation that's put on as some kind of experiment to test the limits a person can be pushed before committing suicide. Like that's what you're supposed to do. And once you do you'll wake up and find out that all of this nonsense was never real and you can return to your normal life that's filled with people that love you and your normal job where you're respected. But it's just sick because I know that I'm just slipping into a delusional psychotic state because I seriously actually believe this at times. The only way to find out though is to just do it.
Yes. I think about this a lot. I feel like it's almost a sick fantasy of mine. Like this whole world is truly just a simulation that's put on as some kind of experiment to test the limits a person can be pushed before committing suicide. Like that's what you're supposed to do. And once you do you'll wake up and find out that all of this nonsense was never real and you can return to your normal life that's filled with people that love you and your normal job where you're respected. But it's just sick because I know that I'm just slipping into a delusional psychotic state because I seriously actually believe this at times. The only way to find out though is to just do it.
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