have you ever felt the urge not to exist

[issei123]

I'm sleeping every day to forget the sadness, thinking every day about CTB, the desire to kill yourself is great but the fear of sequels is a little bigger

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Yes, I have. That is why I am on SS.

 

[headwood]

All the time. Living in isolation with psychosis and trauma that is tightly woven into and has broken my body and mind is constant suffering and no pleasure. I want to disappear.

 

[DPJ187]

It's all I feel now, its desperate crippling and painful. I dont know what to do. Yet the ssun keeps coming up.

 

[loststar]

If the option to just not exist, remove any trace of me being on this planet was an option, id take it in a heart beat

 

[Glowarm]

Absolutely, some days, like today, are worse than others.

 

[jimmy7754]

I just want it to stop.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Everyday

 

[Sweet Chainsaw]

YES!!
I wish daily that I had a big red "ERASE" button to completely erase my existence from the past, present & future in all parallel universes!!

 

[xo777]

yes

 

[speck]

absolutely, if i could just fade away into nothing, easy and painless.

 

[FuneralCry]

All the time. I have never wanted to live, I cannot remember a day where I have ever wanted to be alive. Since I was very young I found death to be comforting. There is nothing here for me in this world. I simply prefer the sound of non existence. I have suffered enough.

 

[lofticries]

Always.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes please