Have to change my CTB method again

[jawdropped123]

A 14 year old boy just fell to his dead off a "free fall" a couple of days ago. Which is extremly sad. He was way to big to even be on the ride.

Someone filmed this whole thing. And out of curiosity i watched it. It was the most horrifying sound i have ever heard in my life. And the reason why it made me extra sad is because this boy actually wanted to live. Ive seen videos like this before but they where suicide. But the fact that this was a 14 year old boy...

I wanted to use the jumping method for my suicide. And even tho i saw that when he fell off the ride he immediately stopped responding i feel like im unable to kms that way.

I find it extremely disgusting that someone would keep filming after someone died and post it on the internet and i think the people that shared this video in groupchats and stuff are disgusting because if this have happen to there mother or there kids they wouldnt want to share that. Wtf is wrong with people..

 

[its-about-time]

I'm sorry you saw that video. Dying isn't pretty in darn near any of its forms. I'm intentionally not looking up what people look like after SN because the descriptions haunt me enough. I've seen videos of suicides/deaths by numerous methods and it dissuaded me from those methods. So I stopped looking.

 

[jawdropped123]

I'm sorry you saw that video. Dying isn't pretty in darn near any of its forms. I'm intentionally not looking up what people look like after SN because the descriptions haunt me enough. I've seen videos of suicides/deaths by numerous methods and it dissuaded me from those methods. So I stopped looking.

Well i just searched the SN one out of curiosity..youre right

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that I would never be able to ctb by jumping, it sounds like a terrifying way to leave this world and I am scared of heights. To me it is horrible that there are videos like that on the internet, people should be respectful to those who have passed away. I wish you the best.