have they set a date?

[GelatinaRouse]

I started with tendencies of wanting to commit suicide approximately 4, 5 years ago... I am currently 20 years old...

Through two years I have lost tastes and I don't find reasons to do things because I have no interest...



I emotionally depend on people and that's why I stayed away from them. I'm considering doing it, pulling a string because I've had a certain emotional situation.

I already set a date to pull the rope and I want to accept it in the process...

Have you guys set a date for an attempt or does it just happen?

 

[Worndown]

I think many set a date but few do it at that time. It seems that it happens when you are ready and that follows no calendar.

 

[aeri]

i've just set a deadline. younger, i used to set a date and i'd have a countdown and all. now i just hope i ctb before August. i want the urge and then i'll follow it

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I only made one really half-assed attempt, no date set for that shit-show. Too embarrassing to even mention the method. Anyway, this time around I gave myself a big chunk of time to exhaust the comparatively abysmal options I have left. Figure it's also good to do it later rather than sooner, in case my family receives lasting emotional damage from the suicide.

 

[Squiddy]

My original date was set for the end of this month if my mom potentially kicks me out as she threatened me with it once again, but now the date is set for sometime in late August. I might or might now ctb during that time. It depends on how things are going and if I'm able to overcome my SI

 

[Well-Edited Chaos]

I think many set a date but few do it at that time. It seems that it happens when you are ready and that follows no calendar.

I think "when you are ready" means when you are utterly depleted of all hope and all energy to fight on. People also CTB when they are overwhelmed in the moment and have some method at hand.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that I would personally see it as best to do it when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a date. Life is unpredictable and uncertain, and if someone tries to set a date then something could get in the way of their plans. At the moment I have no immediate plans to leave as ctb is very difficult for me and there is the fear of failing the method. I do wish that I was gone though, everyday. It is unfair how dying is this difficult, a peaceful exit should be a human right.