have fentanyl source but dont have money :((

[atlanticus0_0]

i need to ctb asap and i have a source but mo money. im so anxious becuz basically i keep hearing seeing things that tell me i need to ctb before a certain unknown date or ill suffer for all of eternity.

im rly scared rn and i just dont kno what to do :((

 

[Crow_88]

Who is telling you you need to ctb? Are they voices? Ive had similar experiences. Might be able to help you through this!

 

[atlanticus0_0]

Who is telling you you need to ctb? Are they voices? Ive had similar experiences. Might be able to help you through this!

hi! so ever since i was five i wud see these moving glowing solid pictures (imagine a floating tv in front of ur eyes). and its all of people getting tortured. recently i started hearing voices which tell me ill be tortured if i dont ctb.

 

[Crow_88]

Have you ever went to see anyone about the voices?

 

[atlanticus0_0]

Have you ever went to see anyone about the voices?

i did but the meds didnt help :((

 

[Crow_88]

Ok cuz ive heard voices before. So we have that in common. Mine went away after an incident though

 

[Horrors Lazuli]

i need to ctb asap and i have a source but mo money. im so anxious becuz basically i keep hearing seeing things that tell me i need to ctb before a certain unknown date or ill suffer for all of eternity.

im rly scared rn and i just dont kno what to do :((

How old are you?

 

[atlanticus0_0]

Ok cuz ive heard voices before. So we have that in common. Mine went away after an incident though

its good they went away!

How old are you?

im 19

 

[Crow_88]

its good they went away!

Kind of. I miss them too. They were very comforting and my friends.

 

[atlanticus0_0]

Kind of. I miss them too. They were very comforting and my friends.

its good they were comforting!

 

[Crow_88]

its good they were comforting!

They were my best friends!

 

[atlanticus0_0]

They were my best friends!

thats sweet!

 

[Crow_88]

thats sweet!

lol Cylon the coffee maker was my favourite. He would walk around the apartment and help me cook!

 

[atlanticus0_0]

lol Cylon the coffee maker was my favourite. He would walk around the apartment and help me cook!

aww thats so cuteeeeee

 

[Crow_88]

lol it was! He would lean in and check out what i was cooking and then look at me. He was my little buddy! How I miss him!

aww thats so cuteeeeee

 

[atlanticus0_0]

lol it was! He would lean in and check out what i was cooking and then look at me. He was my little buddy! How I miss him!

omggggggg

 

[Crow_88]

omggggggg

Yes! He was, in fact, THE CUTEST LITTLE FELLA! Cat cute we are talking here! lol

 

[atlanticus0_0]

Yes! He was, in fact, THE CUTEST LITTLE FELLA! Cat cute we are talking here! lol

cud u see him as well as hear him?

 

[Crow_88]

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cud u see him as well as hear him?

Oh Yes! He was an actual coffee maker that would make me coffee. I couldn't hear him. But another voice helped me understand what he was communicating to me. I would clean him very often as he didn't like being dirty and covered with old coffee

 

[atlanticus0_0]

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Oh Yes! He was an actual coffee maker that would make me coffee. I couldn't hear him. But another voice helped me understand what he was communicating to me. I would clean him very often as he didn't like being dirty and covered with old coffee

thats so adorable <<3

 

[Crow_88]

thats so adorable <<3

he was my little guy <3 I miss him a lot