Hating living. + I kill myself

[spectraltease]

I think decided to kill myself. I am generally a very negative person who has been dreaming of dying for a long time. Just the idea of death is so great. Im tired of all this. Of all the ppl, and all this selfishness in this world. I hate life for so long, my life is going pretty well but I dont.
I had always the idea of killing myself in my head but in the last weeks, I saw that the way out is easy and I could exit quick. I dont have to stay here. Life is meaningless.
I wont work a 9/5 job or something like that my whole life. Life is too much for me in general I guess. Im so glad my existence will end.

 

[makethepainstop]

I think decided to kill myself. I am generally a very negative person who has been dreaming of dying for a long time. Just the idea of death is so great. Im tired of all this. Of all the ppl, and all this selfishness in this world. I hate life for so long, my life is going pretty well but I dont.
I had always the idea of killing myself in my head but in the last weeks, I saw that the way out is easy and I could exit quick. I dont have to stay here. Life is meaningless.
I wont work a 9/5 job or something like that my whole life. Life is too much for me in general I guess. Im so glad my existence will end.

I am sorry you are in such agony, perhaps you would like to share your circumstances, and problems with people here. We are not judgmental and actually, with very rare exceptions we are all pretty nice. Much love and many hugs for you.

 

[spectraltease]

I am sorry you are in such agony, perhaps you would like to share your circumstances, and problems with people here. We are not judgmental and actually, with very rare exceptions we are all pretty nice. Much love and many hugs for you.

I thank the ppl here. You guys help/ed me a lot.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that you feel is understandable. I have a strong dislike towards living and I see life itself as being the problem. To die would remove the true cause of all suffering in the first place, non existence certainly is ideal as it's the absence of everything. I actually don't understand how and why anyone could want to live at all. To me there's nothing desirable or appealing about being alive in any way. I wish you freedom.