Venting Hate Having Anxiety Outside

[Mebius]

I hate the fact that I have to go out for groceries, job, trash, and all that, having to interact with people. Im very paranoid, I cant trust other people not to say stuff behind my back, and it makes me angry and anxious when I fake being nice and neurotypical to these people. Thankfully most people would probably not screw with me physically or even verbally, and just leave me alone, probably muttering of something as they leave or whatever .

 

[Iris Blue]

I can completely understand what you are going through. There are times where I'd be sitting contemplating for over an hour whether or not I go out to either get food or do anything that involves other people. I try to calculate the timing I leave and enter stores so I don't accidentally meet someone at the door and have to hold it for them or them hold it for me because that means human interaction. It makes me feel so overwhelmed and confused why I can't handle such a simple thing that everyone else doesn't even consider to be an issue. Have you maybe tried talking to a therapist or someone who can maybe help or give you tips on making it easier? I'm not sure what your thoughts are about that but I'm sure maybe they could help with that but I don't know exactly who to ask. I hope things get easier for you

 

[Mebius]

I can completely understand what you are going through. There are times where I'd be sitting contemplating for over an hour whether or not I go out to either get food or do anything that involves other people. I try to calculate the timing I leave and enter stores so I don't accidentally meet someone at the door and have to hold it for them or them hold it for me because that means human interaction. It makes me feel so overwhelmed and confused why I can't handle such a simple thing that everyone else doesn't even consider to be an issue. Have you maybe tried talking to a therapist or someone who can maybe help or give you tips on making it easier? I'm not sure what your thoughts are about that but I'm sure maybe they could help with that but I don't know exactly who to ask. I hope things get easier for you

Its even more brutal for me because of the language barrier. I dont want to say where Im living right now.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I hate the fact that I have to go out for groceries, job, trash, and all that, having to interact with people.

agreed!!

idk about you specifically, but i think mine falls under "fear of being perceived". i dont like going from the house to the car. from the car to the store. i dont like touching things. i dont want to even move. but not moving doesnt help because its "weird" so you have to keep moving, just f that sh!t XD

 

[m4rius]

i'm most of the times fairly paranoid when i walk outside at night, constantly on the edge, it's miserable

anxiety is close to worthless

 

[Mebius]

don't be so dramatic about it, personally I could never be like this and I'm glad I'm better than u fr

JFL ok bro...

 

[astr4]

JFL ok bro...

ignore them, they've been trying to start fights with everyone for no reason LOL maybe they were neglected as a kid idk

 

[Mebius]

ignore them, they've been trying to start fights with everyone for no reason LOL maybe they were neglected as a kid idk

I dont know if he is larping his court problem thing or its real and he is really that stressed so he lashes out, but his comments genuinely made laugh, like ok ...

 

[astr4]

I dont know if he is larping his court problem thing or its real and he is really that stressed so he lashes out, but his comments genuinely made laugh, like ok ...

oh, to be young and 18 again

 

[slamjoetry]

i don't have anything to say about your post but i like Ultraman too :) cool profile pic