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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
I can't be the only one still standing after having seen their partner waving from the bus. If you're in a similar position, I don't want to be alone anymore, I need someone to talk about this with.

You're not alone. I know exactly how you feel.
 
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Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
Not directly. My aunt attempted suicide in 2013 and died due to alcoholism a few years later. I did love her and still do. I wish things didn't have such a tragic end. I'm sorry for your loss.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Yes, but it's too complicated. I know better than to discuss it in detail
 
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Tomoko

Tomoko

Unpopular
Aug 12, 2021
123
Somewhat. When I was in high school, the family member taking care of me for many years decided to stop fighting their illness and let themself die. My life pretty much changed overnight from that.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
My neighbour ctb. We only knew each other for a couple months but became quite close friends in that short amount of time. Visited each other, cooked meals together and even went out to the pub before he made his decision. I think he likely knew what he was going to do, maybe just wanted some company. Whatever happened I still miss him like hell but hope he's in a better place.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,666
I'm sorry for your loss, that must be really hard to deal with. As for the question, not personally, I do not have very many people close to me anyway.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Yes, my older 2nd cousin. He was nice. Isolated and moved somewhere he shouldn't have.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
Yes. My fiancé.
I can't be the only one still standing after having seen their partner waving from the bus. If you're in a similar position, I don't want to be alone anymore, I need someone to talk about this with.

You're not alone. I know exactly how you feel.
I'm sorry for what you're going through
It doesn't get any easier.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
If you're in the states I'm open to a call if you want to get into details as Do i
No, I can't afford to open up that can of worms... Thank you for the offer though :heart:
 
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meetapple

meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I am not sure. I had a second nephew who drove into a tree and died. He had mental health problems. There was no alcohol in his blood.
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
Yes. My fiancé.

I'm sorry for what you're going through
It doesn't get any easier.
Same for me, a few days after I proposed to her. I'm here for you
 
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NasiGoreng

NasiGoreng

Experienced
Aug 11, 2021
219
Im sorry for your pain, it must be hard. My uncle died when he crashed into a car. We are not sure if it was suicide, accident or murder. He said he would not be 50 so it might have been suicide.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
Same for me, a few days after I proposed to her. I'm here for you
I truly am so sorry. It's a loss that is unfathomable and the grief is overwhelming. I'm here for you too! Hugs
 
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doloroushaze

doloroushaze

New Member
Aug 15, 2021
2
Im sorry for your loss. My ex-girlfriend and best friend ctb just a couple weeks ago. I don't know how pm'ing works here, I'm a new user, but I'd be willing to lend you a kind ear.

Its complicated when you're really close to someone who was suicidal. I kinda saw it coming but I was still surprised.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,232
My brother ( suicide by cop)
A friend ( sn)
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
My boyhood friends brother. He had diabetes and went blind.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
738
Yes @ScaredGirl
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,354
No, not rly, altho with that said, idk the true cause of my fathers death, I just know it was alchohol related, tbh I'm not sure I want to know the truth either...
 
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