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Into_The_Void33

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Mar 28, 2026
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I have an entire bottle of propranolol 10mg. There's 60 pills. When I was around twelve I overdosed on my mom's blood pressure meds and I blacked out in the ambulance. I would have died had I not chickened out and told my mom and had her call for an ambulance. Now I'm in my mid 30's and I'm hoping it would be an effective way and possibly not to painful considering my blood pressure would spike so low. I was told a few years ago to stop taking them because if I had continued I may not have woken up. I'm curious of anyone who's used them in an attempt or knows anyone who did and or was successful? I understand people saying pills aren't an effective way..
 
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PainWorseThanDeath

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I wish it could have been any other way.
Apr 29, 2026
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I haven't... but random question.. is your name a reference to NIN? Jc. :-)
 
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Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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I've done it. Didn't go to the hospital or anything I'm here. I was in severe agony for a few days.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Please never try with pills

 
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Into_The_Void33

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Mar 28, 2026
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I haven't... but random question.. is your name a reference to NIN? Jc. :-)
It is yes
I've done it. Didn't go to the hospital or anything I'm here. I was in severe agony for a few days.
I'm sorry you were suffering in pain. I was hopeful thinking I'd go unconscious again like last time. Had I not told anyone I'd have passed. Do you think it had to do with the amount or mg you took?
 
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Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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It is yes

I'm sorry you were suffering in pain. I was hopeful thinking I'd go unconscious again like last time. Had I not told anyone I'd have passed. Do you think it had to do with the amount or mg you took?
I took like the whole bottle of 40mg or something it's been awhile. I thought i was dying from how bad it was, but nah I'm not lucky
 
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Nolongerlive

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Feb 28, 2026
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For propanolol, you need to take at lease 2000mg dose in order to have a better chance .
 
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Into_The_Void33

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Mar 28, 2026
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For propanolol, you need to take at lease 2000mg dose in order to have a better chance .
Thanks. I'm sure if I took an anti vomit medication as well I'd have a greater chance. I have one. It's sad how difficult it is to CTB. I've read about overdoses in Reddit as well and how close some came had they obviously not self help. Though lately I've come across a lot of peoples experiences where they took way more than 2000mg and didn't even go to the hospital and rode it out for a day or more. Bloody hell. There's got to be more effective, quicker ways to escape this hell prison. I see a lot of people having success with SN? I'm curious how long of anyone knows approximately it would take to CTB with that?
You've got good taste in music! NIN is my favorite. What's your favorite album?
I can't pick just one album. With Teeth and Pretty Hate Machine have the most songs I like. What about you?
 
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