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John Smith

John Smith

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Aug 6, 2018
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Almost anywhere that is high enough to jump from is either really hard to access (like building roofs) or has a large guard rail that would be difficult to mount and jump head first off of. What do you think is the easiest way to make sure you fall head first? Should you put one leg over then face back towards the rail then put the other leg over and lean back? What do you think? Maybe there is a good place to jump with out all these problems, preferably in the U.S. But I don't want to jump off a cliff and get impaled by a tree either/
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,780
Almost anywhere that is high enough to jump from is either really hard to access (like building roofs) or has a large guard rail that would be difficult to mount and jump head first off of. What do you think is the easiest way to make sure you fall head first? Should you put one leg over then face back towards the rail then put the other leg over and lean back? What do you think? Maybe there is a good place to jump with out all these problems, preferably in the U.S. But I don't want to jump off a cliff and get impaled by a tree either/


The day my mother died in the hospital, I tried to run up to the roof to ctb. Every hospital roof-top access point was blocked. Every one. It was one of the only times in my life when a long drop wasn't frightening to me. I just wanted gone. Now I'm too frightened of the thoughts that would flood my mind as I'm falling & waiting for the end. I've been many places since where I could've just taken a plunge--like countless mountain paths (Appalachian Trail...), but the time to impact... Hope you figure it all out.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

Specialist
Mar 19, 2019
304
I don't know, these are all good questions. Who could actually know? You'd just kind of have to find out on your own. You sure as hell won't find me trying to CTB by jumping. That's some scary ass shit.

What's crazy is hearing all the stories of people who survived their jumps despite the odds. I think I recently heard one story on YouTube of a guy that jumped the Golden Gate bridge and another story of a person that jumped off a bypass bridge into traffic. Both obviously survived and just sufferred a bunch of broken bones. Honestly, even if I had the nerve to jump I feel like I'd be part of the unlucky few that survived.

EDIT:

Holy shit. Case in point. Here's a video of a man that fell 47 stories and still lived. That's fucked up. ->
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,780
I don't know, these are all good questions. Who could actually know? You'd just kind of have to find out on your own. You sure as hell won't find me trying to CTB by jumping. That's some scary ass shit.

What's crazy is hearing all the stories of people who survived their jumps despite the odds. I think I recently heard one story on YouTube of a guy that jumped the Golden Gate bridge and another story of a person that jumped off a bypass bridge into traffic. Both obviously survived and just sufferred a bunch of broken bones. Honestly, even if I had the nerve to jump I feel like I'd be part of the unlucky few that survived.

EDIT:

Holy shit. Case in point. Here's a video of a man that fell 47 stories and still lived. That's fucked up. ->



At least I don't think I wasted an opportunity anymore.
 
DeepMind

DeepMind

Member
Mar 26, 2019
61
I would think that the odds of surviving are highly influenced by the place you land on e.g. concrete vs. plants/trees.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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Hmm, there is somewhere 2 people have died that I could get to, a bridge, but it's only 40m high so the fact that 2 people has died doesn't convince me that it's a good enough option and I have no idea how painful it would be.
 
Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I don't know, these are all good questions. Who could actually know? You'd just kind of have to find out on your own. You sure as hell won't find me trying to CTB by jumping. That's some scary ass shit.

What's crazy is hearing all the stories of people who survived their jumps despite the odds. I think I recently heard one story on YouTube of a guy that jumped the Golden Gate bridge and another story of a person that jumped off a bypass bridge into traffic. Both obviously survived and just sufferred a bunch of broken bones. Honestly, even if I had the nerve to jump I feel like I'd be part of the unlucky few that survived.

EDIT:

Holy shit. Case in point. Here's a video of a man that fell 47 stories and still lived. That's fucked up. ->

The only thing more scary than ctb is failing
 
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suicidaljc

Member
Apr 1, 2019
15
I initially wanted to suicide by jumping. SI stopped me and its just upsetting. I can travel to cliffs but never able to motivate myself to jump over the edge. Its still at the back of my mind but considering other methods like hanging and starvation. Starvation only because the consequences of failing doesn't seem as punishing compared to jumping/hanging. Hard mentally to not eat anything yet I can conceal it from anyone. Just worried about illnesses/cramps/etc kicking in the more I starve.
 

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