Has anyone here done heroin or opiods?

[ineed2die]

I have heard it is the best most happiest feeling you can experience.

It's probably overrated and over hyped (like all drugs) but may its not and actually worth it. I just want to feel childlike happy again, and I've heard this achieves that.

 

[J&L383]

It was in my childhood when I had some pretty good opioids, post surgeries, for pain management. Morphine, demerol. Was just 10 or 12 years old. But I knew it was good. And I also knew about heroin and I knew that there was a pretty close relationship. (This was 1969). I even asked the nurse or doctors if I could get addicted, and when they said "no" I got as many pain shots as I could. Until they figured out my ruse.

It's kind of one of those, "You never forget your first time" and "it's never as good as the first time" experiences, though.

I've never sought out the street versions of these, but have had a couple of instances where I have been reacquainted with morphine and Dilaudid, and it's not quite as memorable as the first time.

In summary, I wouldn't recommend it, it's a downhill slope towards disaster. Plenty of dead musicians and artists can vouch for that.

 

[ineed2die]

My life is already a disaster

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I snorted oxycontin before and it was a really sweet, euphoric high. Afterward I felt mildly sick from withdrawal, that stuff is no joke. Despite the withdrawals I still wanted more, that's how good it feels.

 

[theolivanderroach]

For me at least, it's not so much "happiness" as it is satisfying,relaxation,pleasure. You're not going to feel "childlike happy" on it, I'd say that's closer to MDMA not opioids. All other drugs I've tried are over hyped, opioids are not, especially injecting it but it also destroys your entire being so...

 

[loneloser]

MDMA is probably better but the comedown is hell

 

[astr4]

i do percs/oxy on occasion, honestly i wouldn't call it happiness or joy. but im calm and not anxious so there's that. if i want something that'll just make me happy and giggle i go for a weed edible. i would call that bliss, and opioids just more of a peace and calm.

 

[8leveloquenfrn4evr8]

The problem is that it is unsustainable so normal life will eventually be impossible. But in some places they used to register addicts and give them clean heroin. Not sure if that is still a thing.

 

[Darkover]

i've tried heroin on 3 different occasions each time as been the same no euphoria or happiness just drifting in and out of consciousness for hours on end, i get a better high off weed heroin is nasty imo

 

[missedmybus]

I've tried a lot of opis, but never got the love people have for them.

I usually get way too itchy and nauseous before any real euphoria. In combination with uppers it's a fun time though.

Tramadol and O-DSMT (tramadol metabolite) are probably the funnest ones I've tried. I could still function on those, so they did make some terrible days at the office bearable. Poppy tea is okay as well.

If you have a lot of problems and worries they do make you not give a shit about those problems, but so do benzos which I find way more functional.

All in all I feel opis are overrated.

 

[iamalreadydead]

I fucking love opioids, went through my parents stash of oxy and vicodin when i was 11-12 and i would say its as close to happiness as i can get. That being said, I've been severely anhedonic all of my teen and adult life, if you still derive pleasure from regular everyday shit then it isn't really worth it lol

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Bumping this thread because I'm still curious about how heroin feels if anyone here has ever done it. @Jello Biafra have you done it?

For anyone that has done it, how would you describe how it feels like? What's interesting is some people say it feels like God or a warm hug from God, while others say it is like the devil's seduction and comfort. lol

I will be CTB very soon, but if were to wait around long enough to do all those things I've never done but would like to do, heroin would be way up on the list. And since I'll be gone soon anyway I wouldn't really have to worry much about becoming an addict or whatever.

I just read a description that it's like having a pitcher of warm honey poured all over your body, lol. It is strange how a simple painkiller can produce such a euphoric and addictive high, according to many.

Whatever it feels like, I doubt it can feel as good as death itself...

 

[WildAtHeart]

I have heard it is the best most happiest feeling you can experience.

It's probably overrated and over hyped (like all drugs) but may its not and actually worth it. I just want to feel childlike happy again, and I've heard this achieves that.

I have taken co-codamol pills/trays that me and my gf steak off her mum a few times but it's not really for me

 

[copioushopelessness]

For me at least, it's not so much "happiness" as it is satisfying,relaxation,pleasure. You're not going to feel "childlike happy" on it, I'd say that's closer to MDMA not opioids. All other drugs I've tried are over hyped, opioids are not, especially injecting it but it also destroys your entire being so...

Yeah what that said, it's not really "happiness" it's a relaxing feeling. Not always though.
It's not really happiness and it never feels as good as the first time. You just get very tired, nausea, being high makes you puke a lot and like you don't care about anything. There's also a thing called "opiate irritability" when anything makes you irritable even the sound of your own voice. Because it makes you want to nod out any stimuli can piss you off, it's a buzzkill. It feels best when you can just nod out and not be bothered.
If you've ever heard pink floyds song comfortably numb its more like that than happiness, but sometimes the high can suck. All depends on the batch. You never know what you're getting.