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supermario

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This is a really long shot, but I had to ask.
 
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Laowaiboss

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Nov 26, 2021
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Nope but I lived in Taiwan for several years, hence my username, they have incredibly stringent laws regarding animal welfare and banned pet euthanasia (and all drugs associated to it) in 2017 after a Taiwanese vet working at an animal shelter used N to commit CTB on herself.

Here's the article on her suicide:

My guess is that Taiwanese customs know what N is and that they might seize it.
 
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supermario

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Oct 21, 2021
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That's what I suspected, thanks for confirming this! The thing is, when I emailed D about whether he's shipped to TW before, he said "yes, many times successfully". Somehow I thought that was an exaggeration.
 
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Laowaiboss

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That's what I suspected, thanks for confirming this! The thing is, when I emailed D about whether he's shipped to TW before, he said "yes, many times successfully". Somehow I thought that was an exaggeration.

If you would consider SN instead of N. One option would be to take the ferry to Xiamen once the border with China reopens and to order SN from Taobao where it's readily available (get it delivered to your hotel) then to take the ferry back to Taiwan, I remember the customs were virtually nonexistent when you arrived by ferry at the time. I don't know how easily one can get SN in Taiwan but it's really easy to get in China. N seems to be really hard to get in both countries.
 
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supermario

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If you would consider SN instead of N. One option would be to take the ferry to Xiamen once the border with China reopens and to order SN from Taobao where it's readily available (get it delivered to your hotel) then to take the ferry back to Taiwan, I remember the customs were virtually nonexistent when you arrived by ferry at the time. I don't know how easily one can get SN in Taiwan but it's really easy to get in China. N seems to be really hard to get in both countries.

Thanks for the advise. SN is actually legal to buy in Taiwan mainland actually. I have it already. You can buy SN online on various shopping platforms. The problem is I'm not convinced SN in general is entirely reliable and peaceful, so I'm trying to focus on N at the moment. Looks like I may be out of luck.
 
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Lost Magic

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Thanks for the advise. SN is actually legal to buy in Taiwan mainland actually. I have it already. You can buy SN online on various shopping platforms. The problem is I'm not convinced SN in general is entirely reliable and peaceful, so I'm trying to focus on N at the moment. Looks like I may be out of luck.
But you said D delivered to Taiwan many times? I don't get it. D is legit.
 
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Cheza_mus

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Jul 1, 2021
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That's what I suspected, thanks for confirming this! The thing is, when I emailed D about whether he's shipped to TW before, he said "yes, many times successfully". Somehow I thought that was an exaggeration.
He disguises it though..so I think customs may not know what it is
 
Interloper

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All you have to do is ask
Jul 23, 2021
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But you said D delivered to Taiwan many times? I don't get it. D is legit.
Those were D's words.

He disguises it though..so I think customs may not know what it is
I don't know how much difference there is between all the different vet N bottles throughout the world, but if they look the same and if it's true that Taiwan's customs is on high alert for it, then the disguise might not do much I think. But they have to open the package of course, and I don't know if they check every single package (that would be insane though) or if it's like here where it's luck of the draw.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

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For me, I'd be willing to trust D. He may be very familiar with what they're looking for and know how to avoid it.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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For me, I'd be willing to trust D. He may be very familiar with what they're looking for and know how to avoid it.

Those were D's words.


I don't know how much difference there is between all the different vet N bottles throughout the world, but if they look the same and if it's true that Taiwan's customs is on high alert for it, then the disguise might not do much I think. But they have to open the package of course, and I don't know if they check every single package (that would be insane though) or if it's like here where it's luck of the draw.
To protect D, I wouldn't go into any kind of detail about how he disguises the bottles. All I can say is, it is a gamble buying Nembutal in any country. Some laws are stricter than others and some penalties are too. It all depends on how much a person is prepared to risk it for the most peaceful death. Best wishes to all!
 
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tiredofthisgame

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Oct 17, 2021
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Those were D's words.


I don't know how much difference there is between all the different vet N bottles throughout the world, but if they look the same and if it's true that Taiwan's customs is on high alert for it, then the disguise might not do much I think. But they have to open the package of course, and I don't know if they check every single package (that would be insane though) or if it's like here where it's luck of the draw.
Sorry if I'm not familiar with the etiquette here but how can I get in contact with D?
 

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