Has anyone else lost someone to CTB?

[Cakes]

I have. I was wondering if anyone was in a similar boat to me, please sure if you'd like!

 

[Life_and_Death]

its not my place, so i wont go into detail but i know someone that has and its taking a toll on me because they really really care about me and would do anything for me. i dont want to hurt them like that again. and actually i think about it more then they do.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Yes. My brother ( not by blood, but by bond. Suicide by cop) and a friend.(SN)

 

[Viro_Major]

Nah, but closely 3 murders instead (disguised as suicides), and 2 more from afar

 

[Cakes]

Yes. My brother and a friend.

I'm sorry to hear your brother and friend! *hugs*

 

[Breadbfra]

My mother in law, father of one of our employees which was a friend of my mother.

 

[Emily_Numb]

Yes. My brother in law. Carbon Monoxide/Car method.

 

[Good4Nothing]

A friend of the family, my scout master, my childhood best friend, a roommate, my band mate.

 

[Nurse T]

My close friend CTB in a pshyc Hospital!! It haunts me everyday, but now I want to join her

 

[Cakes]

My close friend CTB in a pshyc Hospital!! It haunts me everyday, but now I want to join her

I'm sorry! I feel the same

 

[Breadbfra]

Can I ask you something instead? Did their desire to CTB somehow influence yours? My fiancee's mother ctb and it did not provoke once the desire to ctb in her. How do you feel?

 

[Cakes]

Can I ask you something instead? Did their desire to CTB somehow influence yours? My fiancee's mother ctb and it did not provoke once the desire to ctb in her. How do you feel?

It did, yes. Years before I met him, I thought about it off and on.
I can't put into words how lucky I felt to have met him.

Right now, I read this else where but it's how I feel. I'd rather have a short life with him, than a long one without him. He was my world.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Childhood friend was found dead a few years back from a drug overdose, but let's just say we all suspect he didn't do it accidentally.

 

[snowflakebreeze]

I lost my boyfriend of 5 years to suicide. And I regret not being ready to follow him right away.

 

[Lilacmoon]

Close friend from high school. Hurts like shit but I hope she's in a better place.

 

[Cakes]

I lost my boyfriend of 5 years to suicide. And I regret not being ready to follow him right away.

I know how you feel. I wish I had done it not long after

 

[Jimblue]

My university tutor dead because of overdose. I think he had bipolar disorder. He was a very nice man.

 

[brokensea]

My boyfriend died by suicide and we were engaged. He hung himself in the bathroom. I never want to die where someone I know will find me. It's pretty traumatizing and unfair when dealing with your death is enough. I've never been the same since. That was 11 years ago.