Happy to die just not killing myself

[JamieJambo]

The past few days I have hit rock bottom past my threshold point and so the appropriate response for me was to consider properly suicide.

The more I got to that point the more I realised it simply is not an option for me. This is for 2 reasons,

1 I believe our soul carries on, and if this is so, doing something violent to oneself, would lead to a pretty negative state of mind after death, probably a place of real fear and confusion

2 I think the reality of actually harming yourself so badly that you die, is one of the most grimmest ideas imaginable.

Its such a shame though, I really dont want to face that absolute mess that has become of my life.

Damned if I do damned if I dont

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. In my case, all that I want is to leave this world, yet I am trapped here as it is so difficult to leave. I do not believe that there is anything after death though, I think that when we lose consciousness that is it for us. To me, most methods do sound awful, it is horrifying the thought of attempting a painful or risky method. All that I want is to pass away peacefully. I know that it can be dreadful when all you want is to leave this world, yet you cannot. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Huntfish34]

Yep I certainly agree,. Death seems to be the only option left for me.... Yet I also believe in an afterlife of some sort and don't want to kill myself for the fear of what Might happen.

Pretty controversial and scary Imho. I wish you Nothing but the best in whatever may happen. -

 

[JamieJambo]

Thanks for that! Yeah it sucks, you feel trapped by your body. Just playing the waiting game until you leave. Which could be another 30 to 40 years easily

 

[its-about-time]

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