Venting Happy that my ending is near.

[Fuji]

I got my SN coming Monday and I can't wait. I'm actually so glad its got through customs. Its at local delivery place now.

I'm happy I will finally be at peace soon. When SN comes I will be taking it that night. Just gotta hope I don't get found and then get sectioned again. I already came out of hopsital end of last month and really dont want that again. I keep being sectioned, I wont let it happen again. Not getting injected again with Lorazapam. Fuck them. I got injected 10 times in a week because I was in pyschosis.

Im sick of people telling me im strong. Im sick of this bullshit of a life. Its my choice to die and no one will stop me. Ive tried so many times but this one will be final. Everyone who tells me I cant end my life can fuck off. Ive had enough of auditory hallucinations, ptsd, autism etc I cant take anymore. Maybe I am weak for doing it but its my body, my life and im at peace with death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I want is to be free from this torturous, cruel existence, I'd only be so glad to never suffer again, I hope you find peace.

 

[Ben 111]

I wish you luck

 

[pedro3211]

Are you going to test your SN before you take it?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace

 

[hlchoo]

Good luck! i hope you find peace.

 

[Fuji]

Are you going to test your SN before you take it?

Tbh im too lazy for that and I trust who I bought it from.

 

[orphy]

I hope you find peace. I wish you good luck.

 

[Fuji]

Just 4 more hours and I will be taking it

 

[Ben 111]

What exactly drives you to do it
We love you Fuji

 

[Estrella87]

She's gone?

rest in peace

 

[pk@2001]

Hope you found the peace