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jitendrabagaria786@

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May 19, 2022
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There's noose around my neck I'm sitting on a wall drank alcohol with sleeping pills now don't have the courage to jump from wall any idea how to overcome the fear
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,573
I think those that knew how to overcome the fear of hanging no longer exist. Hanging scares me personally and I think that those who go through with it must have been really desperate. I envy their courage.
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

Student
May 19, 2022
161
I just need to jump from the wall and jump is almost 3_4 feet
Ohh god give me the courage to end it all tonight
 
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LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

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Mar 19, 2022
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There's noose around my neck I'm sitting on a wall drank alcohol with sleeping pills now don't have the courage to jump from wall any idea how to overcome the fear
I think a slip knot is better than a noose if I am not mistaken
 
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SouthGermany1982

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Aug 5, 2022
25
Are you still with us? If not I hope you found peace
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

Student
May 19, 2022
161
I'm still here backed out at the last moment
 
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Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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There's noose around my neck I'm sitting on a wall drank alcohol with sleeping pills now don't have the courage to jump from wall any idea how to overcome the fear
I don't know... Maybe I'd try alcolol until I pass out and "fall"?

Your plan is more clever than mine...
I think a slip knot is better than a noose if I am not mistaken
Was told often, I don't know how to make any. Just basic one...
I think a slip knot is better than a noose if I am not mistaken
Was told often, I don't know how to make any. Just basic one...
I'm still here backed out at the last moment
There is no shame in having a strong survival instinct. If it's still stronger than your desire to die, you might as well enjoy another day. It comforts me to have found this place. I hope you'll find some peace.
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

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May 19, 2022
161
I was falling asleep and thinking about jumping just couldn't do it sat there on wall for almost 2 hrs
 
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Antiquated

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Oct 11, 2020
36
Been in that same situation, as many of us here probably have. There was a couple of times where for a split second I was about to jump but didn't and then it was gone, I could feel it slipping away. It's the most horrible feeling, sitting on the thing for an hour or more, not knowing what to do.

I'm gonna give it another go in the coming weeks, as Hollowillow suggested, I'll try to blackout from drinking and hope for the best.
 

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