Well, sorry to hear that. I've read some of your posts about your struggles with mental health issues and nobody caring. Nobody here is gonna really push you to ctb. I'm really sorry you have nobody to talk to, but this community is here for you. We'll talk to you. What is your current mental and emotional state? I respect any decision you make, I'm not in your shoes and won't try and talk you out of it. But still, are there any other options for you? Things might turn around. What is causing your mental breakdowns? You wrote that you had issues since a kid and tried everything. Are there things that bring you joy and happiness? Try focusing on those.