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strawberrydiequiri

strawberrydiequiri

On the house
May 2, 2024
61
Eat less; eat better; move around more. Sounds easy, but sure isn't. Best bodybuilder I ever knew maintained that some 74-80% of bodybuilding was diet, not training.
Simple carbs are your foe if you're aiming for abby dabby definition. And not too many complex ones either.
Every good wish for success.
But… but… doesn't that Tiramisu look good af?
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I started going to the gym beginning of 2024 as my city offers free gym, sauna and indoor swimming pool for mental health patients. I go there twice per week.
 
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strawberrydiequiri

strawberrydiequiri

On the house
May 2, 2024
61
I started going to the gym beginning of 2024 as my city offers free gym, sauna and indoor swimming pool for mental health patients. I go there twice per week.
That's such an awesome benefit, glad you have those resources. Hope it's helping you :)
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
If gyms werent crowded Id consider joining one. I really dont like working out around people
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

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May 5, 2024
1,245
NO WAYYY STRAWBERRY YOU GO GYM!?!?!??! TWINNNNNN ME TOOOOOO YAYYYY I LOVE GOING TO THE GYMM i wake up 5 am every day for it!! Screenshot 2025 05 14 at 122758AM
i even got recognized once and it was such a huge ego boost for me and made me study extra hard and try extra hard at the gym too
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,345
When I was 32/33 I was in the best shape of my life. 6' ~180 lbs and lots of muscle. I was running 5-10 miles a day every day.

But everything else was still the same. I felt the same on the inside, nobody treated or noticed me any differently on the outside. Women still were not interested in me. My job didn't pay me more.

Eventually after a few years of maintaining that, I figured why was I bothering? I got nothing for the effort of being in good physical shape beyond being in good physical shape. In fact, I was sometimes more depressed because at least when I'm out of shape I can say maybe if I were in shape somebody might like me... but in shape and still nothing? Why bother.
 
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strawberrydiequiri

strawberrydiequiri

On the house
May 2, 2024
61
When I was 32/33 I was in the best shape of my life. 6' ~180 lbs and lots of muscle. I was running 5-10 miles a day every day.

But everything else was still the same. I felt the same on the inside, nobody treated or noticed me any differently on the outside. Women still were not interested in me. My job didn't pay me more.

Eventually after a few years of maintaining that, I figured why was I bothering? I got nothing for the effort of being in good physical shape beyond being in good physical shape. In fact, I was sometimes more depressed because at least when I'm out of shape I can say maybe if I were in shape somebody might like me... but in shape and still nothing? Why bother.
That's an awesome accomplishment nonetheless. People tend to be pretty shallow, but I hope you found good balance for yourself. It's so hard to maintain low body fat. 🥲
NO WAYYY STRAWBERRY YOU GO GYM!?!?!??! TWINNNNNN ME TOOOOOO YAYYYY I LOVE GOING TO THE GYMM i wake up 5 am every day for it!!View attachment 166921
i even got recognized once and it was such a huge ego boost for me and made me study extra hard and try extra hard at the gym too

FK YEA 😤 I need to go daily but I crippled myself a day ago hehe, I shouldn't have pushed myself too much. NO PAIN NO GAIN. ♿
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
That's an awesome accomplishment nonetheless. People tend to be pretty shallow, but I hope you found good balance for yourself. It's so hard to maintain low body fat. 🥲


FK YEA 😤 I need to go daily but I crippled myself a day ago hehe, I shouldn't have pushed myself too much. NO PAIN NO GAIN. ♿
Ahh late reply sorry i didn't see this!! (i only found it now because i was stalking your profile hehe)

ARE YOU OKAY???? HELLO YOU CRIPPLED YOURSELF??
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,345
I'm losing weight lately because my appetite is gone. That has been kind of true for a while, but this week I've been in an I-don't-give-a-fuck mindset along with no appetite. I ate sometime early Saturday. I have not eaten anything since then.
 

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