guilt

[clearing eyes]

i mentioned in a previous thread that i purchased my sn. at the time i was too upset to think clearly, but now it's kind of setting in what i'm going to do. no longer is it just thoughts and ideations - i've taken action. i'm asking around about meto. with each friend i talk to, i feel like i am carrying a dirty secret. i don't want to leave the people i love alone, but i can't be here anymore.

 

[Sinai Silence]

I feel the same, I don't want to hurt the people I care about. But I can't carry on like this. I could never tell anyone about my plans irl.

You've just gotta do what's best for you, they don't know what it's like to live in your shoes. Wishing you the best