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in hell out soon

in hell out soon

taking way longer than expected
Apr 27, 2020
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I just got diagnosed with multiple neuroendocrine tumors today, which were found in my appendix when it was removed last month. more on the benign side than malignant, but the doctors said it was somewhere in the 'grey area' and they need to do more tests to make sure.

i was diagnosed today. exactly 2 months since my mom died. exactly three since she was diagnosed with liver cancer.

you ever feel like you're on fate's shitlist?

anyway, if this ends up being terminal down the line, I guess I either don't have to think about a way out... or, maybe I have to think about a way out sooner.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
7,058
Damn I feel extremely sorry. I feel like life wants to drive me to suicide too. I can relate. I am scared which sick cynical joke this life wants to make next in order to humiliate me.
 
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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
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I just got diagnosed with multiple neuroendocrine tumors today, which were found in my appendix when it was removed last month. more on the benign side than malignant, but the doctors said it was somewhere in the 'grey area' and they need to do more tests to make sure.

i was diagnosed today. exactly 2 months since my mom died. exactly three since she was diagnosed with liver cancer.

you ever feel like you're on fate's shitlist?

anyway, if this ends up being terminal down the line, I guess I either don't have to think about a way out... or, maybe I have to think about a way out sooner.

I feel you bro, I'm living with the medical death sentence and that's the worst feeling I have ever had.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,670
This life really can be cruel. There is so much that can potentially go wrong and we have no control over it. Our own bodies can torture us. I feel like I've been cursed really.
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
I'm in the shit boat with bad health too.

My friend…I'm sorry life happened to you this way. We hear about the happy lives but so many are marred by circumstances they couldn't control.

Peace be with you.
 
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PapaSuicide

PapaSuicide

Student
Oct 27, 2020
117
I'm sorry man! But sometimes I ask to have malignant tumors and die from it. At least my mother would not be to blame for my suicide.
 

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