Hello everyone, I'm a 20 year old guy, I've been studying in the university for almost two years now. Somehow life has changed a lot in these past two years, I seem to have everything but I feel empty, I always start thinking that life has no sense because you will die sooner or later, no matter what you do, so why do I have to stay here dealing with life If I will die anyway, I don't really care about life now, that's why I'm here, to ask for help. I don't really tolerate pain, and I wouldn't like to make my family deal with the idea that I committed suicide, so I need something that doesn't cause me any pain and also to make it look like an accident or something that just happened.
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GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
You may want to move this to the Suicide Discussion forum. Not as many people visit Offtopic.
Isadeth
Visionary
- Jun 12, 2020
- 2,538
I'm sorry you're going through so much. It's not uncommon to experience a realization of your own mortality and feel life is meaningless. I can relate. I hope you're able to find answers in the site's resources/search. I wish you peace with whatever you decide. I personally don't want the stigma of suicide attached to my name, but like you said, we all go at some point. I hope you find the support and information you're looking for. ♡
