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imsorrybear

imsorrybear

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Apr 3, 2020
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Last week I got caught by a loved one 2 days before I was going to go by SN.
I love them so much i promised them I wouldnt do it and threw out my SN (there were 2 bottles, its hard and illegal to obtain it here and the only seller i found only sold in bundles, it cost me $90)
Ive only got 6 tabs of reglan/meto left.
Now Im finding myself struggling and screaming at myself again, even if i wanted SN again id have to wait for another month or two as well as break a promise and a heart.
Im so exhausted i dont know what to do.
 
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I_love_to_bake

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Feb 27, 2020
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That sounds so awful!! I'm sorry you have to go through that. I am torn up by my family's feelings too.
 

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