Goodbye

[fallingleaves]

Farewell

 

[catfriend]

peace be with you! :)

 

[L9my]

goodbye.
I hope you find peace.

 

[Phhi49]

Peace

 

[777cave]

Namaste

 

[whywere]

Love and peace to you and always around if anything changes.

Hugs and love to you, my good friend.

Walter

 

[fallingleaves]

Love and peace to you and always around if anything changes.

Hugs and love to you, my good friend.

Walter

I want things to change but they only get worse.

What if I can't do it? Will you judge me? I'm in so much pain. I want it to be over. I've been betrayed so many times.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[deadbidaylight]

I'm so sorry you've arrived here tonight and that you feel that leaving us is your only solution in finding peace.

I hope that your transition is swift and serene, and that you will never know suffering or pain again. You deserve quiet.

Good luck, and Godspeed.

 

[CentreMid]

Best of luck

 

[SmilingNoMore]

All the best, safe travels and peace be with you.

 

[lucyanne]

Farewell

Whatever path you walk in this life or after I wish you nothing but peace and tranquility

 

[Kbeau]

Peace my friend

 

[whywere]

I want things to change but they only get worse.

What if I can't do it? Will you judge me? I'm in so much pain. I want it to be over. I've been betrayed so many times.

I NEVER EVER judge anyone ever, we are ALL the same and we ALL have good and bad days, times, events the list goes on.

Like me, I have had gall bladder cancer out of the blue, never smoked or drank alcohol ever and after going through chemo and getting cancer free, then having a person blow through a stop sign without even pitting on the brakes and I t-boned him around 50mph. It tore part of my spinal cord out of the back base of my brain and now I have 24/7 chronic pain. I also lost the hearing in my right ear for good and also am starting to lose functioning on the right side of my body. I am 69 and if anything holds true from what all the doctors are telling me, I will wind up in a wheelchair.

I take a very large dosage of opioids each day to try to get through the day and I still enjoy watching a beautiful sunset and/or sunrise. Also, the folks here are like family, kind and caring.

The day after I turned 18, in 1974, my "parents" who NEVER EVER wanted me, drove to our small hometown, I was raised on a working dairy farm and dropped me off on a street curb with NO food, NO money, NO shelter, NO job, NO nothing except my bag of clothes, and drove away. I never heard from them again, 100% their choice.

When my "parents" died, they left my younger sister a hobby farm and cash, my older brother got 9 million (USD) and I got ZERO, in fact it was stipulated in their will that they did NOT want me at their wake or funeral.

After all these years and decades on this planet, I overall have chosen the path of trying to help others, put a smile on folks faces and do the best that I can in helping others and try as hard as I can, sometimes it works sometimes it does not, to forget all the bad crap and strive to see a happy person. be it me or one's that I'm trying to help.

Walter

 

[fallingleaves]

I NEVER EVER judge anyone ever, we are ALL the same and we ALL have good and bad days, times, events the list goes on.

Like me, I have had gall bladder cancer out of the blue, never smoked or drank alcohol ever and after going through chemo and getting cancer free, then having a person blow through a stop sign without even pitting on the brakes and I t-boned him around 50mph. It tore part of my spinal cord out of the back base of my brain and now I have 24/7 chronic pain. I also lost the hearing in my right ear for good and also am starting to lose functioning on the right side of my body. I am 69 and if anything holds true from what all the doctors are telling me, I will wind up in a wheelchair.

I take a very large dosage of opioids each day to try to get through the day and I still enjoy watching a beautiful sunset and/or sunrise. Also, the folks here are like family, kind and caring.

The day after I turned 18, in 1974, my "parents" who NEVER EVER wanted me, drove to our small hometown, I was raised on a working dairy farm and dropped me off on a street curb with NO food, NO money, NO shelter, NO job, NO nothing except my bag of clothes, and drove away. I never heard from them again, 100% their choice.

When my "parents" died, they left my younger sister a hobby farm and cash, my older brother got 9 million (USD) and I got ZERO, in fact it was stipulated in their will that they did NOT want me at their wake or funeral.

After all these years and decades on this planet, I overall have chosen the path of trying to help others, put a smile on folks faces and do the best that I can in helping others and try as hard as I can, sometimes it works sometimes it does not, to forget all the bad crap and strive to see a happy person. be it me or one's that I'm trying to help.

Walter

If I ever have the time to write a will, I'm going to stipulate that I don't want a funeral and I don't want my parents to have anything to do with me or my 'estate' after my death. But I probably won't have time. I don't want random people who never gave a shit about me in life to come to a funeral. And I don't want to look down at my funeral and see how few people are there.

Help me

Nobody cares

 

[lucyanne]

If I ever have the time to write a will, I'm going to stipulate that I don't want a funeral and I don't want my parents to have anything to do with me or my 'estate' after my death. But I probably won't have time. I don't want random people who never gave a shit about me in life to come to a funeral. And I don't want to look down at my funeral and see how few people are there.

Help me

Nobody cares

I am lucky as my wife will ensure none of my biological family will be at my cremation.

 

[fallingleaves]

People are evil. People are evil. People are evil.

This isn't a family. People from here have betrayed me horribly. FUTURE COME BACK.

 

[hang in there]

People are evil. People are evil. People are evil.

This isn't a family. People from here have betrayed me horribly. FUTURE COME BACK.

Hey, what happened? That sounds awful. Do you want to talk about it?

 

[fallingleaves]

Hey, what happened? That sounds awful. Do you want to talk about it?

Yes. DM me. Text me. Call me.

 

[whywere]

If I ever have the time to write a will, I'm going to stipulate that I don't want a funeral and I don't want my parents to have anything to do with me or my 'estate' after my death. But I probably won't have time. I don't want random people who never gave a shit about me in life to come to a funeral. And I don't want to look down at my funeral and see how few people are there.

Help me

Nobody cares

I DO care about you. I, like almost everyone, has had their share of bumps and bruises through life and at my age, I try and work hard in believing in folks and trying to be a good friend.

I have been homeless and hungry and everything in between, but one constant is always believing in folks, and I believe in YOU.

We are in this hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder and one of the best aspects of SaSu is that this to me, is like a huge global family, that loves and cares about each and every soul on here.

I have no family nor friends, BUT I try very hard to help folks feel better about themselves.

Where I live, I am going to retire, it is very late at night, BUT I will have you in my thoughts and prayers when I retire for the evening.

Walter

 

[maniac116]

I want things to change but they only get worse.

What if I can't do it? Will you judge me? I'm in so much pain. I want it to be over. I've been betrayed so many times.

Nobody will judge you at all if you can't do it, in fact you sound like you're not 100% ready.
Why not wait?

 

[moonflow3r]

i hope you find peace </3 with whatever it is that you decide to go forward with

 

[CatLvr]

I will keep a good thought for you. If you do leave us tonight please know that none of us judge you and only want your pain to cease. Peace be with you, dear.

 

[J&L383]

Goodbe fallingleaves.

 

[fallingleaves]

I'm screaming